A touch of Sweetness

Friday, March 30, 2007

i recieved a realli cute email frm eunice..
was very touched..
realli..

it wrote"....
... i miss the way rong was alway bombarding pple with her words
.. the way she sings into every conversation
.. the way she alway trys to match make kelly"

thinking back..
it has been quite some time since we last met up..
i remb..
was 05 post valentine celebration..
we even went to take neoprints..
US refering to eunice..
kelly..
jiahao..
and..
jackson..
but everyone is so busy with their life..
esp kelli
and
jackson..
its soooooo
difficult to arrange outing with them..
i do miss the times we had in secondary sch..
after O's..
movies..
dinner..
doing stupid things together..

but somehow..
things will never be the same..
perhaps its the change in me..
or its others..
i do treasure what we once had..
i realli do..

***

did quite some shoppin..
went watsons..
they had this but 10 get 1 free..
zixue n i bought 2 rounds!
lols..
we got wet tissues..
masks..
lotion..
facial wash..
body foam..
sunblock..
needles and thread..
hahaa..
might go back for more!

and we bought our lugagge!
i got a red one..
28"..
zixue got a black one..
we got the same design!
and it cost..
59..
i think so?
i cant remb..
hahaa..
we'll do more shoppin when time get nearer!

i went to TMNT todae..
graphics are good..
storyline above average..
overall i would give 3/5 ba..
cos..
its not wad i would love to watch..
and its cartoon!
i dun usualli watch cartoon..
hahaa..
i sound so bias..
lols!
but tis is better den pursuit of happyness..
so far..
i stil think music and lyrics is the best!

without realising..
i've been working for a month plus le!
hahaa..
there are chances they are extending my contract again..
lols..
cos..
they actualli had some invoices not send in yet..
and i heard frm clara..
it will be another BIG task..
lols..
so most probabli..
i'll be working till end of april!
lols..

hmm..
stil considering whether i should get the camera..
*thinking..*

***

am so pissed off with the zoo trip..
hai..
why do i need to wait so long before everyone can settle a timing..
i dun see why is it so difficult..
>P

-written. ;

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

argh!
endless work for me to do..
nevertheless..
i stil love my work..
as in..
i may love to slp..
butt!!
i love to work even more!

i forsee myself as a workaholic in near future!
lols!

haii..
thinking of all the stuff not yet done..
upsets me..
>P
i must emphasis..
its not my fault tt i nv finish my work..
lols..
no..
i'm not pushing the blame to others..
hahaa..
its a long story..
anyway.
jia you to myself!
hahaa..

i've got a lunch kaki le..
haha!
zixue is working with me!
hahaa..
tml we'll have bk for lunch!
hahaa..
and we'll go the pre-trip briefing TOGETHER!
hahaa..
lalalaa~~

ohya..
thanks to QING XIANG...
for sending me the song in my background music!

WAY BACK INTO LOVE~~
all i wan to do is to find a way back into love~~~
oh oh ohhhh~~~~~~

-written. ;

Sunday, March 25, 2007

i had collected my cert and transcript today..
and i'm officially graduated!
so..
its time..
to think..
wad's my next step..
besides US trip..
i need to do some planning..

after US trip..
i'll be back in singapore late Sept..
BUT!
i'm leaving for China in late Oct..
lols!
its a one week trip..
hence..
between late Sept to late Oct..
i'll have one month..
decided to take up temp job..
to earn some money for my plane ticket..
hahaa..

so when i'm back from China..
its the time..
where my life really starts..

and for the first time..
i planned my life..
hahaa..

am interested in HR..
so i've decided to go into HR field..
i might get a job in HR..
settle down..
and i'll pursue my degree..

i've looked thru various private uni..
only PSB Academy and Queensfield offered degree in HR..
for Queensfield..
they didnt give details on their website..
shall drop down their head office some dae when i'm free..
its at rocher road..

whereas for PSB..
they had this course..
Bachelor of Science (Honours) Business Studies with Human Resource Management
i need to complete 18 modules..
in 3yrs..
if there's exemption..
it will only take 2yrs..
i've seen their modules..
quite ok..
as in..
i'm quite interested..
but..
this degree will cost me at least..
28k!
oh my..

shall think abt it..
hmm..
its not a small amt of money..
i need to give a serious thought..

-written. ;

Way Back Into Love

by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

Soundtrack of Music and Lyrics

Movie by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead

I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I’ve been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I’ve been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs

I know that it’s out there

There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

-written. ;

Thursday, March 22, 2007

i'm sad.
=(

-written. ;

Sunday, March 18, 2007

muhahaha..
i've gotten the pics from yuki..
gosh..
it took me 2hrs plus to download from her multiply acc..
well..
some of the effect wasn't as good as i thought..
but i love these 3 individual pics..

jun yang.
i didn't expect thise effect to be the best of all..
lols..

deren.
erm..
he himself..
dun smile when taking pics..
so "expression-less" face for him is so easy..
tis set of pics..
he didnt take much though..

alex.
i dun remember if its me or himself who took tis pic..
but of all his individual pic..
i think tis is the best..
though tt dae's theme was antique..
they are not suppose to smile..
lols..

-written. ;

CANCER WOMAN (22 June -23 July)

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift.

She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day.

She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

-written. ;

Saturday, March 17, 2007

i'm bored!
>P

i stayed home todae..
woke up at 0930..
and start youtube-ing..
cook maggie noodles for brunch..
went back to slp at 12plus..
woke up at 5plus..
and went to tabao kfc for dinner..
continue youtube-ing while having my dinner..
tt's how i passed my saturday..

something happen..
and
i'm pissed off..
fcuk.
wadever.
selfish brat.
i felt guilty,
but not anymore.
female dog.
>P
i shall keep my mouth shut from now on.

on fri..
clara came and talked to me..
she was telling me..
there are high chances..
they need my help..
means..
they might extend my contract..
for few more weeks..
she was asking me..
if i can help..

cos..

they actualli had a meeting with their boss..
victor loo..
they need to remove some information from the files i've done..
and gosh..
its ALOT..
i'm doing audit for clara, carol, dorothy, shirley and michelle..
each of them had 7 clients or so..
and each client i had to do 2 files..
means in total..
i had to do 60plus close to 70 files..
and i'm finishing shirley's..
going to start with michelle's..
oh my..

but actualli..
i'm not too sure if i'm behind time..
cos i managed to finish 2 person..
means 28 files in 1 week..

anyway..
clara asked the HR manager, peggy..
peggy said my contract ends on 27 mar..
haha..
i din even know abt tis..
lols..
clara feels its too rush for me and them to finish ALL the audit..
cos..
besides me doing up the files..
they need to vet thru..
find those missing invoices..
and put it back..
i heard they need to send these files back to london..
lols..

so..
clara was hoping i can stay for a few more weeks..
cos peggy told her i will be going for a trip after tis assignment..
and well..
of cos..
i've agreed to stay..
hahaa!
cos anyway..
even if they dun ask me to stay..
i might ask them if they stil need ppl..
if not..
i will go find another job til i leave for US..
i need money for my shopping!

and clara was telling me..
it will be difficult if they find another person..
cos since i'm here..
and i've started doing this audit from the start..
i'll know the things better..

but i'm scared..
i've made alot of mistakes..
hope i wun get scolded..
lols!

tis is one of the kbox pic we took the other dae..
grabbed from yuki's blog..
quite a nice pic..
=)
we tried many times before its perfect..
its either..
no head..
no eyes..
half of the face is gone..
or one person missing..
lols..
stil din mange to get the full set..

ahh..
tis pic is soooo..
so antique!
nice!
taken by ME!
so proud of it..
such a nice background..
nice atmosphere..
good photographer..
and of cos..
we've got handsome models!
tis was taken on a normal camera..
was quite surprised with the effect of tis pic..
and can u imagine..
we din take tis in the studio!
it was taken in one of the kbox room at MS!

i've aso taken some other individual pics for them..
shall upload it when i've gotten full set from yuki..

-written. ;

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

tis post is written.. to conclude my 3yrs in RP.. ytd was graduation ceremony.. and i didn attend.. todae.. i saw the news on straits time.. i begin to feel abit regret.. not attending.. i will be collecting my transcript and everything.. next sat..

life in RP.. hmm.. i chose RP/ tis diploma.. cos it doesn require Science.. which i've got a D7 during O's.. i put it in the first choice.. and of cos.. i gotten in with no sweat.. lols.. i dun quite remb my orientation.. a whole dae session.. met some ppl.. dun quite remb them.. cos.. its only one dae..

first dae of sch.. quite excited and scare.. i wun know who i will be meeting.. how are these ppl? will they let lead me astray?? well.. i'm fortunate.. to meet peeps.. real nice.. and fun.. i always say.. my yr1 sem1/2.. is full of princess.. lols.. wina geraldine anlyn man yan idayu peeps i usually had lunch with when we are in tanglin.. i will always remb tom yum yee mee.. spagetti cultet.. ice milk tea.. this peeps.. makes me feel as if i'm stil in sec sch.. besides these princess.. alot other ppl.. realli makes my dae full of colour.. johnson qingxiang victor wei jun aaron xuan hui khairul kenny to name a few..

yr2.. we splitted class.. i went to a total new class.. no one from yr1 is in the same class as me.. but i meet nice ppl here too! marilyn jaslin arlina yi feng paul joey vicky (elmo) gabe zheng wei

soon.. we changed class again! i had marilyn and joey same class with me tis time round.. i met another kind of ppl here.. its not tt i'm implying they are bad or wad.. but.. i learn alot from them.. yvonne wendy michelle amy li li sandy marco andrew (ah-bai) an qi kim keng wee the so-girls class.. with limited guys.. we had chalet.. and it was fun.. we went singing.. we pon class go for dim sum.. tis is the class.. tt wake me up.. life isnt so fairytale.. i faced the harshness of reality..

yr3 sem1.. the semester i hated the most.. cos i changed class EVERYDAY but stil.. there are peeps who is love.. from my Marketing class.. devi.. she always know what i'm tryin to say.. and present it in a very beautiful way.. amanda.. noor.. Accounting class.. willie.. shukri (known as SHOOK) candice.. we always had so much fun in our Accounting class.. always so last min.. and making fun of our another team mate.. oppss... lols.. business stats.. and project management.. nahh.. i hate both class.. not the ppl.. but jus the class.. >P

yr3 sem2.. the final semester.. i woke up.. and its too late.. lols.. my daily grades are As and Bs.. i realli put in alot effort.. in tis semester.. yr3sem2 class.. is a malay village.. lols they can laugh like there's no tml.. shout across the class like there's no one there.. candice hui wen yun xian plus lots of malay girls.. whom i think i stil had difficulity in pronoucing their name.. they are fun.. quite competitive.. but i'm no weaklings either.. lols.. i jus felt.. i woke up too late..

ohya.. my CCA.. archery.. hui shan wan ting sam don PJ fun + fun + fun daes in potong pasir CC for training.. times we work hard for open house.. and our hard work paid off.. wan ting.. gotta a silver in one of the competition.. plus.. we had quite some members.. =) from jus the 5 pathetic of us.. to the so many now.. and it will be growing..

there are many ppl i would love to thank.. the list is endless.. everyone.. who once passed by my life.. whether you have taken me for granted or not.. you are appreciated. you peeps made me who am i now.. and i definitely love the ME now..

THANK YOU

-written. ;

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

nope..
i'm not waiting for my youtube to load..
jus felt like writing..
there are lots to blog abt!
hahaa..

on sun..
i met zixue..
went to IT fair..
to get webcam..
we bought quite some things.
and yes..
we bought OUR webcam..
for the US trip..

zixue brought it home..
and we tried it out..
there are some problems with the grapic and sound..
its TOO laggy..
not sure why..
gotta check it out during the weekends..

we had BK for lunch..
after lunch..
we parted..

i went to meet metro peeps..

yuki
jun yang
alex
deren

they said..
the last time we met..
was 7mths ago..
hahaa..
and they described it as 牛郎织女

we went kbox..
i'm not quite willing to sing..
i'm not sure why..
end up..
we took lots and lots of photos!
many are my works..
shall upload it once i've the photos in my hands..
muahaaa..

after kbox..
we went over IT fair AGAIN
lols..
yuki wanted to get printer..
junyang wanted a camera..
alex wanted ipod..

i saw his fren there..
wanted to get business for her..
but alex not sure abt buying..
and end up..
he didn buy..

so..
yuki's the only who got her things..
so we had to carry the printer for dinner..

recently..
yuki had cravings for pizza hut..
so we had it for dinner..
we talked alot during our dinner..
its like..
old frens..
and i know..
no matter wad..
they will be there for me..

i tot they wun go off so early..
but we parted at 8plus..
dun feel like gg home..
went to bus stop..
and hop on whichever bus come..
133 came..
i took..
thinking i might end up in amk..
end up..
i alight at bendemeer area..
took 31 toa payoh..

i went popular..
get super glue..
for my shoe..
the flower on my shoe dropped off..
my sis asked me go get super glue..

got a ballpoint pen for work..
and 2 ezlink cover..
one for me..
one for my mummy..
cos i threw away hers..
its torn!
lols..

i wanted to get coffee for my ride home..
i realised..
toa payoh interchange no more coffeebean or starbucks!
end up..
i got myself..
mocha milkshake from macs..
sound so pathetic..
BOO!

took 139..
but i stil reach home rather early..
i reach home..
ard 10plus..
15mins before 11..
i tot i wld reach home after 11..

i was msg-ing him all along..
and we talked abt our family..
as in..
family members..
tis is the first time i heard him sayin abt his family members..

there goes my sundae..
w/o any good rest/slp..

went to work on mondae..
as usual..
clara, the girl who is supposingly looking after me..
wasnt here..
she's on MC..
she took leave last thurs and fri..
so i was handed over to dorothy on thurs..
den..
on fri, dorothy took leave..
so i was handed over to carol on fri..
lols..

but i was busy..
damm busy..
with all the audit and filing..
plus endless photocopying..

todae..
i almost destroy an copier..
lols!
the paper is jammed in the copier..
and i was sweating like hell..
cos i didn dare to pull the paper out..
they are reciepts pasted onto A4 paper..
and somehow..
it deteched from the A4 paper and got jammed in the copier..
many ppl walked passed me..
and i was soo paiseh..
end up..
i dun care anymore..
i pulled the reciepts out..
and luckily..
the copier is stil working fine!
lols..

clara is back todae..
i think she went hongkong disney since last thurs..
and guess wad..
she bought me things..
i wasnt sure wad was it..
i left it in the office..

cos..
i'm not sure if its for me..
cos i was in the fax room..
doing my photocopying..
and when i went back to my desk..
there tis minnie container and a very cute biscuit on my desk..
so i suppose its for me rite?
hahaa..
lets see what they sae tml..
lols..

i actualli took pics of my desk..
my company toilet..
and other random pics of the office..
shall post it up once its transfer into my lappy..

did i mention my company has free flow of coke?
lols..
their fridge is FULL of coke..
and diet coke as well..
and ribena..
those concentrated de..
they had a nescafe machine aso..
a coffee machine..
water dispenser..
and microwave..
a very well design pantry..
shall take a photo of my pantry some dae..
secretly..
lols..

tis company..
its not i enjoy the work..
but den..
their peeps are nice..
i suppose..
hahaa..

ohya..
i'm working in GMAC GRS
Global Relocation Services..
its a sort of HR company..
quite interesting..
and was related to what i've learnt in RP..
its helps to relocate expats..
means..
for example..
i'm from singapore..
i'm transferred to taiwan..
my company will help you settle down in taiwan..
different ppl handle different company..
i think our biggest client is HP..
there are alot of staff under HP team..
and i'm one of them..

ohh..
i'm tired..
after all tis typing..
hahaa..
its an long entry!
shall update abt US trip maybe..
tml?
we shall see..

-written. ;

Sunday, March 11, 2007

ytd went out..
was quite ok..
he was late..
for 20mins..
i went ahead to buy tix..
walked ard The Cathay..
til i wan to fall aslp..
cos..
tt dae..
i only slept for 3hrs..

anyway..

when he reached..
wanted to go for dinner..
but dun feel like eating..
so we went for dao hua..
hahaa..
reminds me of my previous bf..
the first time i went out with my ex..
he also bring me go eat dao hua..

after dao hua break..
we stil got like 1hr plus..
so we walked ard The Cathay..
AGAIN..
we took excalator up to the top..
den took lift down to the basement..

hahaa..

their basement is full of food..
but dun feel like eating..
so we go for a drink..
i had ice lemonade..
he had ice honey lemon..
we couldn finish the drink..
so we smuggle the drink to cinema..

we had the very side seats..
we watched pursuit of happyness..
its was so-so only..
maybe is bcos i'm tired..
but he keep yawning..
den fidget around..
lols..
dunno wad he wan aso..

after movie..
chiong to toilet..
answer the call of nature..
lols..

i was hungry..
cos i din take dinner..
so we went for supper..
he bring to river vally there..
for indian food..
i had maggie goreng and ice teh tarik..
he had bee hoon goreng and bandung..

i noticed something funny..
the person served me bandung instead of my teh tarik..
hahaa..
den i start to wonder..
it is so sterotype..
girls drink bandung?

food was quite long..
cos it was crowded..
the food came..
its was hot and spicy..
and both of us start to sweat..
lols..

while eating..
we saw his friend..
i knew her..
she's frm qtss aso..
but not my clique of frens..
she wanted him to send her home..
cos they taking same bus..
but he refused..
reason?
he dun wan to wait for them..
cos they haven start to eat yet..
and we are finishing..
lols..
den he use me as 'shield'
say he need to send me home and blah blah blah..

den the girl started asking me..
whether he send me home before..
and i was like..
stun..
so i jus smiled at her..

we paid and left..
den he said..
she asked if he send me home before..
but its the first time we coming out..
lols..

actualli..
the most he did was..
acc me wait for bus..
last time..
i used to go cell grp with him..
at woodlands..
we will take 961..
stop at his hse..
and he will acc me wait for 153..

anyway..
he took another bus..
which the nearest bus stop din have..
so he had to walk to delta sports complex tt area..
he asked me..
whether wan him to wait for the bus with me..
or wan to walk with him..
so i decided to walk with him..
and he was telling me..
if the bus come..
i'll jus hop on the bus..

we walked to the fraser suite area there..
139 came..
so i went up and he continue walking..
lols..

my thoughts: quite worried.. we wun have anything to talk.. means silence the whole outing.. but can see he tried to pick some topic and talk.. but there are aso times where both of us is realli quiet.. but whenever i wan to say something.. he'll have something to say.. lols.. so most of the time.. he's the one started the talking.. i noticed he got double eyelid.. and i think when he's tired.. he got triple! lols.. we had some cute and funny conversation.. but aint gg into detail here.. he stil can make me happy.. like the way he used to..

will there be next outing? i'm not sure....

-written. ;

Monday, March 05, 2007

while waiting for my youtube to load..
decided to blog..
since..
its like so long since i last blogged..
lols..

i've gotten a temp admin job..
for month..
GMAC..
Global Relocation Services Pte Ltd..
the peeps there are nice..
=)

fuji xerox did called me..
but..
too late..
i've taken up tis..

todae is the third day i'm working..
start to do abit of audit..
my purpose of tis job is audit..
hahaa..
sounds so difficult..
but actualli..
quite ok..
have to match the TX number..
but the tiring part is..
i need to photocopy 2 sets of all the invoices..
OMG!!
its hell alot..
and i need to file them..
oh my...

the person taking care of me is clara..
she is sooo patience..
so willing to teach..
when i got problems with the work she gave me..
she's always with this lovely smile..
she's always chasing me to go home and rest!
i nv stay more than 1omins after work!
lols..
i suppose..
she is a very nice colleague to have.. =)

anyway..
sat suppose to go for movie with him..
but end up nv..
one thing is back pain..
went for acupuncture in the morning..
but..
not tt recover yet..
secondly..
is i veri tired..
end up..
i fly kite..
like so bad..
i did aplologise..
i dun think he's angry..
cos he sae we shall go for tt particular movie next sat!
hahaa..

den sun went out with eunice and kelli..
outing was better than i tot..
went for movies.. shoppin and dinner..
watched music and lyrics..
its a nice show!
funny!
hahaa..
their conversation was so comical..
hahaaa..

we met at 2..
went to buy tickets..
movie is at 5..
so we went shoppin..
cos me and eunice have eat..
we went far east to get some finger food..
their drinks are nice!
=)

kelli wanted to get belt and shoe..
she did get the belt she liked..
but she din managed to get the shoe she wans..
end up..
i'm the one getting the shoe!
lols..
quite a pretty shoe i guess..
kelli bought some clothes aso..
and poof!
its time for our movies..
after movies..
we had crystal jade for dinner..
nice food!

tis sun having metro outing..
maybe a kbox session plus a night walk?!
hahaa
i'm not sure yet..
den the following week..
i'm gg zoo!!
yeaa!

-written. ;