A touch of Sweetness

Saturday, April 15, 2006

am at mac right now.. reflecting how i've spent my one and a half month holidaes.. was working one month one week.. went genting on the last week.. during e one month and one week.. was giving tuition on and off.. went to tuition as and when i like.. was rather irresponsible.. but i'm human and i need my break.. i know i'm jus finding excuse to cover up.. who am i to choose right? have heard frm a fren.. its good enuff ppl nv choose u.. so dun choose ppl.. hmm...

genting trip.. dunno y.. i dun have the feeling of gg holidae.. even till on the coach coming back to spore.. i jus felt.. its..normal.. perhaps.. its bcos i've been there before.. or perhaps there's other reasons.. i dunno.. shrug~ was e trip fun? well.. so-so ba.. bought myself a padini jacket.. was told it is a branded stuff.. which.. i dun think so.. haha! i mean.. before i buy tt jacket..i din know its branded.. i bought it cos.. its cheap n nice.. wanted to get a disel jacket.. no size.. upset.. its realli nice.. light blue.. or e white.. both.. no size.. damm upset.. perhaps i'll get it the next time round? haha! ate food which i wanted to try e last time i went.. marry brown plus their pizza hut.. haha! dun laugh at me.. i'm young at heart ok? lols.. bought vcds for my mummy.. den seaweed for myself.. actualli.. i bought nothing much back.. spend alot on food.. indoor/outdoor theme park.. and arcade.. they actualli got this room.. where per song is rm1.. quite a cool idea.. but stil.. i think i'll prefer to go those in spore.. and their choice of song not much... =( tot of recharging myself when i go to genting.. if u ask me whether i've recharge.. e answer is no...

i've found e reason why i dun shed tear so easily.. bcos i love myself more than anyone else or anything in this world.. tt's why.. aint i clever to found the reason? i heard frm somewhere.. those who love themself more than others.. are the one who are e most lonely person in tis world.. am i?

sch starting on mondae.. which is the dae after next.. was taking
E328-2-E26F-A PROJECT MANAGEMENT
C151-4-E37M-A FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING
C152-1-E37E-A MARKETING
C156-3-E37D-A BUSINESS STATISTICS

cool ehh?
****-*-****-*
-first **** refers to the module id
-next * refer to which dae the class is.. for example.. PROJECT MANAGEMENT is 2.. tt means.. PROJECT MANAGEMENT is my Day 2 class.. which will be on Tuesday.. unless there's public holidae or whatsoever...
-next **** i think refer to my class.. but.. i dun quite get it.. if i'm not wrong.. E2,E3 is e Block.. 6,7 is the level.. and F,M,E,D is the classroom.. haha.. such a cute way to name classroom..
-last *.. i reall dunno wad is tis refer to.... haha...

four dae class.. four different classroom.. one sae same as marmar.. project management.. e fac is..my archery advisor.. omg... well.. let's pray hard.. everything will go well.. *cross fingers* got another module.. e fac.. is my yr1 enterprise fac.. koh kok whye.. haha! he's a nice person.. lols.. i can predict.. my last yr first sem in RP.. will be veri hectic.. imagine.. PP not done.. FYP part 1 coming up.. actualli its out liao.. haha! CE not complete.. omg!! endless UTs.. haha.. plus endless tuition.. plus plus plus! and! my lappy gg gone case soon.. dunno when e new one is coming in.. A*** has a bad customer service!! make me so piss off.. argghh!

resolution of the yr in RP Semester1.. haha! achieve better grades~ at least B for 4 modules? haha! err.. hope there will be a change in me where everyone will notice.. and most importantly.. i'll try to love myself lesser and love others more! haha!

i accidently delete all the msg in my hp.. damm upset.. does it mean.. i should let go.. and move on? was wondering.. do i realli love who he is.. or am i loving e he tt is living in my memory? or maybe.. he's jus someone who i tot i realli love but actualli i love myself more?

-written. ;

Thursday, April 06, 2006

it has been 2mths since i last update.. hahas.. li bu cong xin.. =) muahaa..

genting trip.. confirm le!! gg off on tis coming mondae nite.. =) which is 11 April~ so happi..time to relax and recharge myself.. rest is to enable urself to walk a longer distance.. =) VERY looking forward to it.. muhahaa..

he gg in army tml.. 7 april.. hmm.. did a veri stupid thing.. which i had actualli promised myself not to do it.. and after tis time around.. determined NOT to do it AGAIN.. was playin a game with xue.. we were at bus stop.. and we actualli bet if 139 will come first.. and e rates of it coming first is one out of three.. punishment is tt she has to confess love to me.. and i have to confess love to him.. and.. wtf!! 139 actualli came first?! y didnt i have such luck before? yuan du fu shu.. hai.. ans actualli is expected ah.. hmm.. it was only the next dae i felt the world crashing down.. hahaa.. wondering how long will i pick up frm where i fall tis time round.. it took me 1yr plus e previous fall..

was working at marilyn's mummy office.. conclusion.. i dun like office work.. is damm boring.. hai.. dunno wad i'm gg to work as when i graduate.. i'm jus so fussing.. >p

one yr more before i gradute.. and i've got lots of projects to clear.. my PP not done yet.. den FYP coming up.. hmm.. confirm is with marilyn.. topic is educational programme for kids.. dunno wads it abt aso.. wadever.. cant be bother now.. muhahaa..

last sat went out with eunice, kel and jiahao.. dunno is i mix ard with my poly frens too much or i too long nv see jiahao.. he's so.. arghhh! mei feng du.. as a guy.. argghh.. aint gg to sae much.. kel n jiahao went off early.. cos they wan catch a tv drama.. den me and eunice went boat quay e starbuck.. or is it coffeebean? cant remb.. anyway.. we sat there for.. 3hrs.. CONFESSIONS~~ hahaa..we talk alot abt secondary sch daes.. and confessed alot of things which we nv told each other before.. so fun.. =)

last sundae went to meet metro guys.. everyone is jus e same.. seems like.. i'm e onli one changin.. haha.. was quite worried at first.. cos.. one yr plus nv seem them.. but after meeting them.. felt great.. to know tt.. they are stil e same.. feels like i've found back my frens again.. =) one thing i notice e change myself.. is.. i begin to drink.. tt nite i drank 2 bottles of bacardi.. hmm.. its peach flavour.. its nice.. but yuki sae veri bitter.. but i think otherwise.. her bf is e first one notice my face red.. but seems like i'm not drunk yet.. wondering how its feels when its drunk.. BUT.. if i drink 2 more bottle.. i'm sure i cannot get home myself.. hahaa.. alex send me home.. which i dun think is a need/must.. hahaa.. but its appreciated.. =)

tis sat.. gg alex chalet.. wasnt realli looking forward.. cos.. how to sae.. alot ppl gg.. which onli little ppl i know.. i personalli dun like such gathering..

my tuition.. damm headache.. sometimes.. dunno y i should work so hard.. dun understand..

hao xiang ta~~ crazy me..

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