Tuesday, March 29, 2005
lalalaa~~ din update for some time..y? dunno..jus dun feel like..lolx..argh...todae goin tuition..see e monster..faint..sian one..feel like slapping her..lolx..woahh..relax me..lolx..dunno leh..but time pass quite fast when i'm at her place..hmm...ytd when watch movie with zixue..ms cogen..how do u spell tt?? wadever..cant remember..lolx..by sandra bullock..she's so cool! went gv marina..e place changed totally..is realli..omg..hahaa..veri nice place..ohya..ytd e movie..at first..whole cinema onli me and her..wahh..den i damm scare loh..whole cinema e 2 of us onli..when its open to screen..got 2 more guys came in..den..whole movie..onli e 4 of us..lolx..shiok rite..hahaa..
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Friday, March 25, 2005
todae went ubin..to acc zx..e feeling..dunno..saw her pri sch frens..quite ok lah..there's 7 of us..went ubin to cycle..e trip was..omg..zx hurt herself..and it was real bad..hmm..e cut was deep..todae was real tiring..it was worst den 2.4km sia..omg..imagine u have to walk up countless up slope..den e route was bumpy..and imagine down slope..got times i almost fly out sia..lolx..den till e end..my leg suddenli numb..and it was like..there's a strain..dunno leh..was like..but luckily..all has ended..hahaa..but it was fun..however..dun think i will go ther ride again ah..once is enough..cos..road realli veri..i cannot take it..hahaa..den we cycle frm 10 to abt 3plus 4..lolx..so long nv do so much excerise lee..hahaa..
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
todae...went out wif zx..went cycling..erm..it feels good to sweat out everything..hoping to haf more of it..i mean such 'sweating' session..haha..er..my agent call me todae..but..i got feeling tt i wun get e assignment..dunno how lah..but i realli hope to get it..cos..dunno leh..anyway..todae cycling was fun ah..den we when to eat at coffeebean..pasta..cake..and of course..coffee..hahaa..nice ah..and relaxing..but hor..got stupid grp of guys..tok sooo loud..and is realli omg one loh..hahaa..but they left earlier den us..so..we still got some peace..lolx..have u ever wonder..do u realli mean it when u send out a gd nite msg? i dunno..i do hope ppl realli mean it..but..tt's wad ironic here..i jus dunno how to sae..but..i COULD haf fall for him..but..i dunno..hahaa..i know there's lots of BUTS...but..hahaa..dunno...tis sux..
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
nice photo??? hee...
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
err...like very long nv update lee...hmm...todae when pasir ris for tuition..er..tt guy..ish gem cousin..he reminds me of jason sia..omg..tt guy realli..got jason attitude..hahaa..dunno leh..jus super stun..hmm..but overall..he quite...er..cute? but not realli tt type of cute..cant find e word to describe him...hahaa..den after tt..meet zixue..cos so long nv meet her..den she morning msg me..so..i was ard the area..den she at tampines mah..den she come down find me..ended up..we when changi airport..hahaa..err..we ate BK..den sit there tok for like 1hr plus to 2hr..den when starbucks..for hot cocoa with whipped cream..super nice..den we sit down there tok for..another 2hr like tt..hahaa..we seem to have endless topic sia..lolx..my cousin got married ytd..den we was talking abt who gettin married first..lolx..we both agreed dor will married first..hahaa..i mean..within e 5 of us ahh..lolx..but..everything is veri unexpected one..scarli..out of e 5 of us..she's e last?? hahaa..ehh..tok to zixue..can be veri..relaxing loh..she can make me forget everything at tt pt of time...cos tis morning..jus quarrel with my whole family..jus hate them..anyway..it realli feels good ba..to be with her..but after tt..when i alone at bus stop..den i'll feel..veri..dunno..back to the quiet me..hmm...
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
todae walked whole dae..my leg sooo pain..old injury..sobsob...intend to change my blog layout..haven see something i like..so sick n tired of everything...hopefulli my leg recover tml..ohya..hope can get more assignments soon..hmm...suddenli dun haf the enthu to update blog..dunno y...so sian...
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at east coast right now..waiting for geraldine..so bored..lucky i brought my lappy along..if not i wun know what to do..it seems its goin to rain soon..hopfully it wun..if not wasted my trip down..was supposed to teach her cycling..well..hope she's not too late..hahaa...gg to ps later..after her cyclin lesson..goin to get some new and presentable clothes..there is a wedding tis coming fri..den was suppose to go over my aunt hse this thurs to stay over..cos they setting off at 4am in the morning?! lolx..omg..suddenli..hate the idea of wedding..gotta get new clothes and everything..when i've got no mood to do all these things..so boring..hmm..
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Friday, March 11, 2005
wasn't in mood to update anything..someone help?
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
jus read his blog..get to know..someone special to him is gg to celebrate his bdae wif him..well..有一点心酸 ...but..dunno leh..life jus dun go right for me...guess..its all abt letting go and learning to stand up when u fall...
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dunno y..todae..veri piss off..and veri stress up..i vomit out all my dinner..pasta and starbucks..i think my body system is goin haywire..dunno..and dun care..i've made my decision..i'm gg to quit archery..and no turning back..unless there's a mircale..which i think its not possible..sick and tired of all their nonsenses..perhaps..partly is also my fault..i'm not blaming anyone here...jus hate myself for everything..sometimes..i realli dun meant it tis way..but..people will get misunderstand..and i know its nobody's fault..no one is to be blame but myself..i tot life will get better..but dream and reality are jus totally opposite..thanks and sorry for everyone who had done so much for me..and i've disappoint u guys..
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hmm...now nuth to do..hee..err...went out with wina to bishan..den eat the beef balls noodles..err..maybe is i think too much lee?? sometimes things aren't wad we tot..many times we make wrong judgement..isnt it?? and perhaps..we all people did something which upssets other people without us knowing..i guess..its veri unfair to the both person..cos..jus bcos of miscommunication..both of the people ended up..even frens aso cannot be..not worth it rite?? so..if i ever upset anyone..i'm sorry..i realli dun mean anything..whether i hurt anyone physical(i dun remb i got hurt anyone physicaly lehh..lolx..) or mentally..i realli dun mean it..but sometimes..the sorry jus come too late..isnt it? and life dun goes the way we want...
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
todae nv go sch..cos..dun feel like it..but even if i go..i dun think it will make any differences in my grades for this module..so todae went ppcc..wanted to train..but end up nv..all bcos of..i dunno lah..perhaps is miscommunication...as if i will care? i wan protest!!!! as if anyone will care..hai..this is so!!! wadever..cant think of the word to describe it..kana sae by ppl liao..keep sayin wtf..my fren sae its veri crude..i will learn to stop using this word..hmm...sometimes realli dunno wad do i look for in a fren...i dun like to 'share' my fren..the other ger seems to have replace me..i dunno..jus dun like it..and the ger who i tot is my best fren...seems to have taken me for granted..when the other ger ish busy..den she will come find me..i seriousli hate this feeling..and she dun even understand at all!!! todae msg her ask in if she gg sch tml..and she replied me she and her will be going..i was like..i jus dun like e way she phrase it..perhaps..i'm jus too petty...wadever...she said she wanted to be in class same as me next yr..cos if not she got no fren...wad is this man? if e other ger is in the same course..i doubt she will sae tt to me..i jus freaking dun like the way i'm feeling now!!! wad can i do..tml go archery..sure will die of anger..and..i'm gg to wear sandals..dun care le..realli waste of my time..the idea of quitting has been lingering in my mind..cos..not for this archery..i would have clinch lots of assignments..wad for waste my time on such things..make myself upset onli..and the seniors..pushing all the responsibility to us..all they sae is...'we are handing over..settle urself'...wad is this???!?!!? see tml how...if..same thing happen..i guess..i'll quit..
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Monday, March 07, 2005
before i start nagging or anything, i would like to apologise to everyone whom i've shown my attidue to..SORRY GUYS...and thanks for tolerating me..esp frm archery le..erm..realli sorry abt it..i guess..since its over..no pt talking abt it le mah..hmm..den tml..not gg sch le..wad i plan ish tt morning gg ppcc..for archery..stil din get the chance to try out the new left hand bow..so tml gg down with shanshan..den after tt..maybe gg sing klunch..den meanwhile wait for wan ting..den after tt..i dunno le..haha..den somemore tml tuition is cancel cos sandra got camp..so ish cancel le lohh..yep..i guess..tt's all abt todae..miss Mr D. hahaa...
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hey hey..need layout..nicee??? gib comments okiess?? hahaa..though not i do one..but..i like this lots..there is once i came across a blog wehre by there is a profile of the guy on the left..and profile of the gal on the right..veri nice wor..haha..ehh..no special meaning puttin this layout..dun xiang YY horr..lolx..
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
todae rest alot..i mean..able to slp all i wan..wake up at ard 9plus 10 like tt..den eat breakfast..den ard 12 went to slp to 4 again..wahh..think of it..like veri pig leh..lolx..den after tt..watch dvd..A Handful Of Love..(一屋两家三姓人） quite a nice show..peeps out ther should watch it..by 萱宣(Jessica Hsuen) and 马德忠(Joe Ma) ehh..Joe Ma is real cool..he got the build and looks..and i was drooling..hahaa..no lah..not tt extend..but he's real handsome lohh..Jessica Hsuen..i din realli like or hate her..average ba..but i wun watch a series jus bcos of her..she doesnt have tt influence in me..hahaa..i think Joe Ma was quite popular recently..and tvb seems to be promoting Joe and Jessica as couple in many series..tt's wad i heard ahh...HOWEVER, Louis Koo ish stil the best..hahhaa..den..after dvd..went tbcc(tiong bahru cc) for volleyball..ahhh..experience SUX!!!! dunno lah..jus dun like..so..i doubt i'll go again..den saw qili they all..make me feel as if i'm sec4 again..dunno why sia..one more week to go den holis le..quite looking forward..but horr..like veri busy..eh..next sat..eunice suggest go sentosa..hmm..quite looking forward aso..cos..like veri long nv enjoy myself le..hopefulli..tml can see Mr. D hahaa..ohya..his bdae ish 13Mar...hmm...
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
ehh..todae watch 2 M-18 movies..one is a very long engagement...another ish closer..err..both..ish more on flashback tt type..den when they flashback..i din realise unitl later part of the show loh..er..a very long engagement..ish abt war love lohh..den ger wan find her husband to be..do u call tt finacee?? or wadever..hahaa..another similar thingy abt the two show ish tt..it contain quite some sexual scenes..but..err..not realli overboard..hahaa..if it is..den will be rated R21 le mahh..stupid me..hahaa..at times will feel quite paiseh..hahaa..dunno ehh..natural reaction..hahaa..watch AVLE( A Very Long Enagement ) ish at 11am..den closer ish at 3.30pm..den AVLE..i sit beside weijun...for closer i aso sit beside him..weird one lehh...cos i shy mahh..hahaa..for closer..ish abt 2 couple thingy lah...but..e guys face seem so similar to me leh..hahaa..so abit blur aso loh..hahaa..den AVLE ish watch wif vic n wj..closer ish wina vic and wj...den after tt..i went bugis..they aso follow mee..hahaa..wanted to take bus..but veri long nv come..so end up took cab..den..bring my mom for dinner..cos past err..one month like tt..i nv home for dinner..and weekends i was busy lohh..so todae..try to find time eat wif mom..den i meet my mom at bugis..we went V8 Movies Cafe for dinner..total cost abt 23 bucks..my mom ordered pineapple seafood rice..and i ordered chicken chop..plus one ice capp...dunno y my mom wan tt..hahaa..if not..i would have order cheese cake..humpf..hahaa..e pineapple seafood is nice..got time..i'll go back for tt..heee...and cheesecake!!! hahaa..den on my way home..chatted wif my mom..during yr2 or 3..rp will move to woodlands..den my mom actualli wan me go stay wif my aunt at woodlands..but i wan like..abit reluctant..not tt she treat me no good..ish she treat me too good loh..i realli like ppl treat me too good..its like..i dun think i'm worth their goodness..i mean..tt's wad i feel mah..den wad my mom suggest ish tt..i'll stay frm mon to fri..den fri i'll come home..den sundae afternoon or evening..i'll go back woodlands..dunno leh..sounds fun..but..
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Friday, March 04, 2005
todae went to meet zixue..eh...2 weeks nv see her..sometimes..realli feel like we're les partner sia..dunno leh..den saw yuki..she sae she cant recognise me..cos i gain LOTS of weight..hahaa..but..actualli wanted to tell her..this is the REAL me..but end up nv..so..i think..its time to diet!! hahaa..hopefully..i can do it ba..but given the life in rp..HAI!!! difficult lohh..den tml might be gg watch movie..MIGHT bcos..dunno leh..got feeling they will 放飞机 ...den will be watchin a veri long engagement..and closer..but...for closer..still haben decide whether to watch anot..cos..veri xiong leh..2 movies in one dae..den not any special occasion loh..den somemore..both ish M-18 movies..hahaaa...den i 17 onli leh!!! hahaa..
todae nv get to see Mr D. hai..sad eh..like quite some time nv get to see him..is it a crush or wad? 这不是我的作风 ...i wun fall for someone by looks onli..but..he's got great achievement wor..hmm..dunno leh..hey ppl..les is still better rite??? no offence..but..i'm more popular to gals den guyss..hahaa..oppss..life so meaningless now..seems no target..nothing..wouldn't it be great tt i can go back secondary sch times..wouldn't it be great if i can start all over again? perhaps..i'll still choose the same path..=D
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
the world is spinning...my world is crashed..tt's my feeling now...why? i dunno..perhaps..i'm always jus so 悲观 ...cant help it..i'm real tired now...i mean..mentally..i jus feel tt..i didn get enough slp..everydae 12plus slp..7 plus wake up..and i'll be busy the whole..its good to be busy..but somehow..seems so meaningless..some of my poly frens gg transfer..sad? happi? i dunno..neither ba..cos choice is theirs..even if i cry or wad..they will still transfer..so i think..no point gettin upset over these things ba..read e blog of my fren..he seems to be attached..wish him all e best ba..wad else can i do rite? i know i've been avoiding some ppl recently..but..i jus dunno how to face them..all of sudden..my memory bring me back to last yr p5 camp..and it was soo sweet..those who haf read my hi5 journal should know ba..thinking back..ehh..jus one word..SWEET...hee..dunno y sia..suddenli tot of tt..hmm..ahhh...sooo long nv see him..Mr D. hahaa..perhaps..should refer him as Mr D. lolx..nice ehhh..archery seems so many problem..or perhaps..i should keep ME MYSELF and I out of it?? hmm..ohya..tt time went watch movie..den went into a christian book store..den saw this 2 name..DARYL and CHERYL..nice rite?? lolx..next time shall call my children tt..hee..i think tooo far liaoo..hahaa..
signin off,
-Mrs D.
hahaa..crazy me..wadever~~
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
if things ain't meant to be..den its realli aint meant to be..suddenli haf this feeling..dunno why..perhaps..is bcos of wads happening to me recently? so many things have happen..and i guess..it did change my life..for better or worst..i dun know..ohya..congrats to all my frens..i think most of them pass their retake of olevel..so proud of them..hmm..ship archery todae..with the permission frm pj..hahaa..like push the fault to him like tt..hmm..dunno lahh..den stay at sch wif shan..we chatted alot..till now..i realli can see me in her..dunno why..perhaps..she's more 坚强 den me..hmm..todae online..he came to chat to me..quite surprise..cos..dunno leh..jus purely surprise..hai..tml having sci ut..hopefulli..my sci can pass loh..den i can promote to yr2 le!! yea!! hahaa..heard tt my off dae for next yr ish wed..yea!! hahaa..new resolution for yr2..get more assigments..and be more serious in my work..yep~ and excel in archery..hee..hopefulli..by then..archery thingy had settle down..=D tt's will be great..but..all this..is only wad i hope for..will it realli happen?? haha..fate is in my hand..isnt it???
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wrote quite alot..but ended up all gone..wadever..jus hate e way i'm feeling now..
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