A touch of Sweetness

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

dunno y...i got tis stupid infaution for him...sian..and i think i have been offending ppl ard me tis few daes..hai...realli dun mean it de..i jus...is pms?! omg...tis is bad...hmm...kaos..y do i have infaution SOOOOOOOOOOooooOOoo easily?! tis is so...shitty..maybe is i saw his helpful and kindness? sian..he realli v helpful...w/o thinking he on me liao..i mean..he veri on lohs..aiyo...dun sae too much...hahaas..lips zipped..so busy...so tired..hoping to have more slp..but i doubt so..ohya..gotta a new tuition..at redhill..v near my hse wors..woots!! its a guy..hopfulli..it goes well..so now i have 3 tuition goin on...2 have stopped due to holis..and is cos he chi olevel..so no need le..hope he do well..cos i aso dunno wad to teach him..i mean..its all pratice and memorise..wadelse..hahaa..

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

hmm...now..veri busy...with my cca..lots of admin stuff gotta do...maybe is bcos i dun wan face reality..tt's y i keep myself busy...few daes ago..saw rainbow...its..so nice.....so..undescribable...too bad..no photos....hahas..veri tired..always like not enuff slp..hmm...i know i have been neglecting my frens..but..i dunno...my kid suddenli ask me..who is ur best fren..and guess wad..i stun...right now..i dunno wad is e definitation of best fren...i realli dunno...argghh...hm..y isnt he online now? todae is a fridae nite..perhaps..he went dating? hai..

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

hmm..thinking of it..i dunno y i'm so attracted to him...looks mah..he look better in real person den photo...he IS very competitive..which i myself dun quite like wors..tt's y i dun understand y the hell would i like him?!!omg..dunno lehs..sian..todae super funni...lol..todae is webmultimedia..den e yh suddenli sae tt stupid elmo like me..or sae i like elmo...whahaa...me n elmo hear liao laugh like siao...cos..to me..its NOT possbile..i do like him..but onli as a fren..and i like him as elmo! hahaa..he realli look like one mahss..we cannot deny e truth..wad i sae is e truth..nothing but the truth..whahaas..stupid don...i wan e pics on glitz..sian..too bad..he isn't in spore now..he is havin fun in thai..hahaa..he like so pervert..but e way he treat us is like sooooo different..hahaa..

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Monday, May 23, 2005

actualli had written a long entry...but jus now my lap suddenli shut off...argghhh..forget wad i wan to sae le lah....anyway...tis whole week have uts..wish me luck...den...my sechdule...now like not tt packed le..somemore i goin holis liao..so sian...

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

i simply love my boatmate...my one and only boatmate..even though he din know wad happen..he stil believes in me...where to find such boatmate right...I SIMPLY LOVE HIM!!! hahas..my boatmate..arhhhh..he's realli a veri nice guy...yea.. =) someone who lighten up my dae..tis entry is jus for him...thanks..my boatmate..tis time ard..i'll nv forget ur bdae...=D

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jus realise.............i should have taken photo with him on e glitz '05....shucks...wasted...hai...but he look good with e grey shirt...hmm...hahaa...crazy me...haiya...so wasted...

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

well...today went for dinner held by my sch de..err...many things happen...overall...okay lahs..hmm...get to see my senior..and him...argghhh...so tired...took quite some pic..hopefulli ah don will send us soon..hee..

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

hmm...todae...onli got one tuition at amk...suppose to go eunice there...but ended up nv..hahas...sian..dunno lehs..veri sian...fri got tt dinner..i'm scared...of?? i dunno...hahas..weird me..isnt it...lols..ohya..took webmultimedia ut..wasn confident abt it..wanted to aim a A or B+...but hor...got one write html codes...tt qns cost 18marks..kaos..den its to write table de..hmm..sian...

still feel sick todae..but i stil went to meet zx..den slack at her hse..her mom cook pasta for me!! hahaha..well...suddenli...my vision like so blurr...omg...sian...

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

he has e right to reject me...but i have my rights to love him...and i'll love him in a different way...even if it means letting go...

feel so sick...i think is bcos of e sea breeze...sian...but its nice ah...however...ended up gettin tis stupid flu...super stress...and no one will understand...dunno y...ppl like to ps me..WHY? dunno...sad case one lehs... =(

fridae gg for tt dinner...quite looking forward...but...dunno lehs...hai....

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

upset...terribly upset...why? i know why...deep down in my heart...i know why...与其让自己伤心难过不如早点放手。。i dun wan start to dread goin to school...i hate tis feeling...do i have other ways? i realli need some directions.... =(

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was in class now..keep listening to e song by zaizai and da S...rang wo ai ni...as i listen...e sadder i get..i aso dunno why..perhaps i know...jus tt i dun wan to face e fact...sad case huh...later gg woodlands for tuition...hmm...

i've seen wad i dun wan to see..and hear wad i dun wan to hear...

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

wad to do...if u fall in love with someone..who lost hope in love?

todae no sch..went to sing party world..wasnt fun..cos i need to go tuition..jus realise..fridae no tuition..yea!! hopefulli..can go sing again..hahaa..anyway..todae is zx go with me..waited quite awhile..but surprisingly..i wasnt piss off...got abit upset lah..but..dunno lehs..hopefulli..tt's e change in me..=D she ask me..why i keep wan to sing jiang nan by JJ Lin JunJie...well...i din tell her jus now...cos...its..raymond who intro tis song to me de..den bring back memories..tt's all..and its e past le...so...ya..i've let go liao...so..hahaa..dunno wad i talkin aso...

are people...always wearing a mask..jus like wad i did? i dunno...i jus hope..i wasn wrong with my judgement...cos..i'm always wrong...i dunno why...

recently...my frens..all seem to like haf problems..and i wasn sure how to help..cos i dun even know how to help myself...i mean..in e aspect of love...sooo sucky...hahaa..tml having OS...to be happi or sad? was happi e dae before..but now...hai...someone save me!?!!!! hahaa...SOS!! HELP!!!

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

woahs..super busy..was in class now..lols..having lesson..hahaa..todae is about java..our 'daddy'..hahaa..he very take care of my grp..dunno why..perhaps is we are weaker..haha..as i was sayin..was busy with tuition..cos they are havin exams..hai..lols..

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

well..it has been some time since i last update..err..it was very tiring..another one more day to go..and i've to undergo horrible training..hahas..not horrible lah..jus tt..cant imagine..wad will happen..hmm..was busy..doin archery stuffs..and i've got no time to spend with my frens..felt so guilty.. =( get to know...he wasnt a christian..yea~~ hahas..sae until as if i'm realli with...hahass..my wishful thinking huh..well anyway..quite enjoy todae..*wink* hahaa..its jus a memory..where absoulutely no one can snatch frm me..na ni na ni po po..hahaas..crazy me..i change back my shampoo to organics..omg..i simply love tt smell on my hair!! but now..like nv produce tt kind le..cos organics..change to new kind le..which..i dun think i can find e smell anymore..sad..

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

i miss him..i miss him..i miss him!!! y am i missing him?! omg..

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