Friday, April 29, 2005
last dae of second school week..went on quite well..except for tt..database..i went to tok to my module chair todae..he is a friendly person..u wun feel weird tokin everything to him..great to haf such fac around..unlike some..noticed..alot of veri young facs ard..and was..like..duh..and they look like ah beng loh..omg..wad e world has become?!
was back in archery..was in the committee..and..ARE VERY BUSY...hai..was hopin everything will go on fine..but..wad u hope..wun come true..tt's wad i feel..all my kid are having exam..and ther was tis ger's sis..wans me to go one week 4times..haha..well..tt means..i will earn my pay in 2weeks time instead of 4weeks..but..dunno lehs..alot of things coming up..and seems like..i'm not able to have a good slp..sad lehs..
i abit miss tis crush of mine..hahahss..wanted to tok to him..but he wasnt online..i jus..he went to the camp..hmm...
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
todae's class itself wasnt fun..but my team mates r soooo funni..lols..was laughin whole dae..think i've got a crush..hahas..hopefulli..it will go away..hmm..was tired..tot tml off dae..but ended up..decided to join back archery..gotta be in sch by 8plus..hai..
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Monday, April 25, 2005
some of the best things in life are jus total mistakes..so true..dunno wad to sae..jus upset..argghhh!!!
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Friday, April 22, 2005
i'm tired..mentally and physically..perhaps..i'm e one who has changed..why am i back to this state again? being suspicious and worryin abt everything..y life cant be like the way it is before? sick n tired of everything..sucks..
people sae..i smile at everything..so..wad do u wan me to do? keep my face black? fine..if tt's wad they wan..den be it..y am i always so concern abt how ppl feels? y cant someone understand how i feels..sucks..
gotta make a decision..which i dun wan to..and i dun wish to..cos..no matter which step i take..i wun haf the best of both world..i was asked to join back archery..but ther's too much things to consider..maybe u think i'm being silly..wad for worry abt such things..e reason is..cos i love it..tt's simple isn't it? wad i was thinking..is..when they are in need..i wasn't ard..and when they have settled e things..then i joined back..doesn't it sounds like..i'm someone who couldn't survive hardship with them? i will feel..i dunno..i dun wan it tis way..but i guess..i gotta find a way out..soon..
i need help..i seriousli need help..or else..i couldn't imagine wad would happen..i need consulting..
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
now at sch..waiting for lesson to start..2 daes nv online le..was like..erm..dunno leh..perhaps is i busy..so wasn't tt addicted..hahas..and i've got alot to say!! but..dunno where to start..hmm..anyway..ytd was my off dae..went out wina..we went shoppin..den i bought one shirt..i mean..t-shirt..for 19,90..hahas..err..e design was nice..and i was desperate for clothes..hahas..so buy loh..wanted to buy jackpot shirts..but..dunno leh..dun like shoppin with ppl waiting for me..was like..so stress..hahas..
is ppl changed..or i'm e one who has changed? i dunno lehs..perhaps is i over sensitive? but i couldn't be wrong..i jus feel..our friendship wasn't like before..or is it i'm too dependent on her? i guess i've gotta get on..i shouldnt be turing around at square one..hmm..
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Monday, April 18, 2005
guess wad? i lecture my kid..i'm not having any mood swing or wadsoever..jus..i mean..its realli for her own good..i was once like tt..jus like her..hope she do understand..was i too harsh? i can see tt she almost wan to cry out le..her parent n sis gave me e authority to cane her..but i din..cos i know how its feels..lucky lesson end le..and i guess..both of us is relieved..hahas..
todae first dae of sch..so far..ok loh..my grp was veri quiet..as compare to other grp..dun quite like e ger in my team..she seems..aloof..hahas..she got e i-dun-wan-to-tok-to-u face..dunno y..den stil got 2 guy in my team..they are much more..approachable..lolx..hope for e best..and prepare for e worst..lolx..
saw des in sch todae..lolx..he call me..cos..realli ALOT of ppl loh..faint..must bring lunchbox liao..hahas..
wasnt in a veri good mood..tryin to curb..hais..
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
woah..so fast..i'm yr2 le..cant believe it..tml..i'm gg to be poly yr2 le..alot of things..have changed..yep..and i believe..i've grown up..and i will grow up..*winks*
do u believe in fate? i used to believe ABIT..but now..i believed..each and every part of fate..i actualli met my kindergarden teacher..after..13yrs? all i can sae..is fate..and after..13yrs..me gotta be in e same class as a fren of mine..tis fren..is my kindergarden..well..jus..er..fate ba..yea..
ya..did i mention before..y ppl cant..i mean..y ppl break their promise..or they din mean it..i mean..they forget all abt it? i dunno..sucky huh..
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
it've been some time since i've blog..err..e hut..was rather..fun ba..though we onli stayed for 2dae1nite..
RECAP~~err..suppose to meet eunice at 2 ard my hse here..den she call me ard 1..hahaa..den went to gossip wif her..plus fm..den went to buy our food..den daniel came..he finished their pizza..lolx..den me and eunice went down harbour front..zx came early too..so we waited for dor..suppose to buy beer..hahaa..but ended up nv..so..we reached e kampong hut ard 3plus..err..first impression..was rather disappointing..it was rather small..e whole room..was ard..2 of ur hse toilet..lolx..den..it onli got one double-deck..plus one pull out..and an air-con..plus..light..hahaa..well..wad do u expect when u pay 50bucks for 3dae2nite??? lolx..
we left our things..and all left sentosa..cos i've got tuition at amk..ate mos burger..zx acc me..eunice n dor ate long john..humpf..my fav..lolx..kel joined them..err...at dunno wad time..anyway..after my tuition..i chiong cab down to ps to catch My Wedding Date at 9:45..lolx..e show..was O~K~..hahaa..it ended ard 11plus..and guess wad? we ran to catch e last train to harbour front..lolx..when reached harbour front..we took cab in..hahaa..
we settled down..and played cards..till ard 3plus..lolx..den eat food..bread..lolx..chips..den..eunice not feeling well..she's tryin to slp..when e 4 of us ish talking n laughin soooo loud..lolx..den ard 5plus..all..fall alsp..left me n dor chatting..till daybreak..hahaa..well..overall..fun? lolx..yeah..better den i tot..hahaa..
okies..back to me..hahaa..super busy..tt's wad i wan..isn't it?? suddenli..feel tt..ppls always break their promise..hai..sad case isn't it??? i hate it..hmm...
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
wtf..knn..damm piss off...piece of shit..cant u ppl make some tiny weeny contribution? tell them they wan call who jus call..is they dun understand english or my english is tt bad..should i get a translator? sick n tired of these nonsense..not goin to plan anymore..and i mean it..if i hurt anyone here..i'm NOT goin to sae sorry..hate me if u wan..i dun gib a damm anymore..i jus write wad i feel..if u dun like it..den get lost..and far way..out of my sight..jus hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it....
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
todae left home..was feeling real sick..suddenli have this..excruciating pain in my stomach..but it went away after awhile..den had dinner..i reach ther early..and i felt like vomitting..den on my way home..suddenli like cannot breathe..hai..sad case..if i ever found out tt i've any disease..i rather die den be a burden to my family..hahaa..why am i talking abt this..lolx..took 961..tot of him again..dunno y..perhaps..we used to take 961 together..argghh..its already the past..but it will always be a happy memory in my heart..and..gotta tell myself..let bygones..be bygones..e onli way to console myself...
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
jus got home frm kbox..hahaa..todae veri funni..err..suppose..to meet shan n wt for kbox..cos wt bdae..den..i think ish last week..we arrange..tis wed..which is todae..go cine..den i actualli forget the whole thing..until shan msg me..omg..lolx..we meetin 11 at cine..den shan msg me at 11.05..haha..den i chiong cab down..reach ther ard 11.30..lolx..den went kbox..den..err..we had jap lunch..lolx..each person..err..abt 8plus bucks..stil quite ok for me ahh..lolx..later gg AMK..for tuition..abit..scare..dunno y..perhaps..its e first lesson..maybe tt's y..haaa..hopefulli..it will go well..hahaa..den ytd..i went woodlands for another lesson..den i reach early..so waited at the viod deck..den saw tis auntie..err..i saw her almost everytime i went for lesson..den ytd she suddenli tok to me sia..lolx..so end up..she actualli wanted to find a tuition teacher for her daugther..hahaa..p5 english..she's in em3..but it doesn matter wad stream she is..as long as she can work hard..yeah? hahaa..soo..err...real busy le..yeah!!!
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
err..i guess..i'll be getting veri busy..yeah!! at last..got something to busy abt..and i guess..when sch reopen..i'll be busy doin my yr2 project..hopefulli..it will goes well..(",) err..tt means..except for mondae..i'll be gg for tuition..trying to get assignments on sat n sun..but abit difficult..but nvm..tml goin AMK..for tuition..for..err..i think p4 maths..hahaa..suddenli feel like..i getting to love maths..more n more..hahaa..dunno y..when i was in sec sch..i find maths..soooo difficult..hahaa..but now..i think..its isn't as difficult as i used to thought..hee..thought through quite alot..i guess..i gotta change..for better of course..hahaa..
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
quite like my new format..i mean blog layout..but theres some problem with the tagboard..er..anyone can help? contact me at elite_gal87@hotmail.com er..msn or drop me a msg in frenster..thx in advance..
tml..supposeli..gg kbox with qx anlyn and ah john..last min..msg me sae cancel le..abit upset..cos..seldom would i go with them..cos..i dun ppl late..i guess..tt's e stubborn me..i'll try to change..*promise* den..err..i was told qx needs to go work..cant blame him..at least..they told me the nite before..i realli appreciate tt..for informing me..and i'm able to make arrange..so decided go movie with zx..wad movie..haven decide..but..we'll be meeting at marina after her work..hope..tml will be fun..
wasn't here to insult anyone in particular..jus pointing out my view..so..if u cant take it..den stop reading..and close this window NOW!
i discover a cruel truth..and i wasn't prepare to tell..its doesnt concern me..but..someone..er..i should sae..someone related to me..does LOVE = SEX? dun understand wads wrong with e guys..if u realli wan sex..go geylang..there's tons of choices..isn't it..esp for army guys..perhaps..is bcos e ppl i've met..so despo..i mean..ya..i understand there's e NEED..but..tt doesn mean u have e needs and ur gf have to..or should i sae..MUST fulfill ur needs..tis is so..ok..i promise i wun sae tt crude word..or perhaps..i'm too young to understand such things..hahaa..perhaps..my point of love..ish jus happily ever after..come to think of it..i think..i'm veri naive..argghh...i guess..i'm gg to turn into les..real soon..or worst..a nun? hahaa..omg..i cant imagine me..a nun?! hahaa..les most probabli..maybe? hahaa..
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
i know there's stil something wrong with e blog..i'll try to update as soon as possible..sorries
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i din know when..i start to hate birthdaes...esp mine..and frm e start..i guess..its wrong of me to be born..i gues..i start hating bdae..frm last yr? or e yr before..was terribly upset..wad actualli happen..i cant remember..i know..there is a cut in my heart..always..i din know i'll make everyone upset..i realli dun mean it tt way..my heart aches too..but i guess..no one bothers..and no one will care..i'm always wearing a mask to face ppl..i hate it..tis is e way i am..and ppl hate it..ppl hate e real me..wad am i suppose to do know? i guess one dae..i'll breakdown..anytime..got a feeling..my body..is gettin worst..hopefulli..i'll die in slp..no pain..and i wun die too ugly..
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