Wednesday, November 29, 2006
no one seems interested in what i'm trying to say.. so why should i talk when no one is listening?
i tried telling you something.. u cut my words.. some things is at the back of my mouth.. till the end.. i held it back.. was i too sensitive.. or u changed? i'm sick and tired of trying to cheer you up.. i'm sick and tired of being happy when obviously i'm not.. so near yet so far..
why did things turn out this way? just one word.. and i'll leave.. i'll get out of ur life.. just tell me u dun need anymore.. and i'll go away..
-written. ;
Saturday, November 11, 2006
it has been a month since i last blog.. some may think one month is short.. howeverr.. many things happened during this one month..
fyp and deadlines are pushing me to a corner of the wall.. making me crazy.. i felt the stress.. but part of me stil refuse to start work.. i din know wad to do..
xue mummy hospitalise.. acc her.. wan her to know she's not alone.. =)
grandma pass away last sat.. 4th nov.. 1014am.. i saw her taking her last breath.. and there she's gone.. all my aunty came in tears.. say i'm heartless.. or wadsoever.. i din drop one tear.. nv.. i did.. at the very last moment when granny is pushed in to be burn.. 2 drops of tear? am i realli that heartless? i dun see why they should cry.. does crying bring her back? obviously it doesn.. and crying only make my granny wun be able to go more smoothly..
funeral ended on wed.. but tt's not the end of the story.. bast*** china man.. people are so money minded.. wad's in their brain.. jus take wad u are given.. you wan to snatch dead people's money? moral of the story: dun leave money for your next generation..
throughout the week.. i'm glad he's there when i need someone.. he mention things i din expect him to sae or remember.. thanks..
many thanks to people.. who are there for me.. zixue.. huishan.. huiwen.. wina.. and him.. thanks for the msg and everything.. =)
studies when quite smoothly.. uts aint tt gd.. C+ for mis and cyber law.. C for sales management.. b+ for hr.. but was aiming for A for hr.. ut2 grades think are coming out.. scared.. daily grades are Bs and A.. aiming to get an A for sales.. none from him yet.. others i've got at least one.. i will work harder.. =)
-written. ;
