A touch of Sweetness

Friday, July 29, 2005

tis week daes...damm...piss off...wad to do..life's like tt...so sucky.. >P

tt time took e photo...hee..wan to wash..waiting for kel n eunice..see wad photos they wan..hmmm...should i send them a msg?? i dunno...

i like wad it is at home..me alone in the room..and my mom n..dad..at least..no one will piss me off...i hate it when she return home...i jus wish she wun return...i jus simply..hate her..i hate her frm gettin all the attention...whenever she wan eat anything..she tell my mom..and e every next dae..you will see it on the table..the other dae..i pester my mom to cook the fish..and she FINALLY ytd den cook..its like..so unfair..i hate her for acting she's the big shot...i hate everyone who gives her all the attention...and i hate her for being there...so..lets jus hope she wun return....and i jus simply hate her..this wun change...ever..

-written. ;

Sunday, July 24, 2005

hmm..i think my eyesight is failing..argghh..hai..sad case...

todae went out with eunice n kel..to celebrate eunice bdae in advance..went fish n co..ordered..seafood platter for two..n teriyaki salmon..for drinks..eunice had ciritus fantasy ( do you spell it tt way?? wadever..hahaas) kel had deep sea..and i had..errr..dunno wad gogglie..hahaas..i think eunice's is e nicest..e rest..was so..bitter..argghh..ya..we had alcoholic drinks..but..>P

and we took lots of photos!! hee..so happi..gotta go e film shop..wash card size..den put in wallet..=D i like tis idea..hee..puttin e photos in wallet..hmmm...

i quit e tuition at woodlands..i felt veri bad..i dunno why...i dun realli know how to turn people down...and when i told her mum..i think she's angry..dunno..i jus felt so..from her voice..but..i'm aso tried..physical and mentally strained..e woodlands kid..she can forgive and forget fast..but..i cant..so..i dunno..anyway..next thurs will be e last lesson..i'm looking out for new assignment le..

and..e one at redhill...i guess..it gotta end soon...her parents...damm stress one loh..and from wad i heard frm e girl..e parents wanted me to test their girl in front of them..means..basic conversation..if she couldn't understand..den they gotta change tutor..and i told e girl..i'm fine with it..cos..in e veri first place..e agent din specify e girl is frm china..and she dun even know e basic..and wad they need is a full time tutor with lots of experience..and they dun even bare to spend more money to hire someone who is better..and they put e blame on me?? wtf??? she spend alot time in sch..why dun they go pester them? wad they pay me is peanuts lohs..i tried my best to teach le..and is their girl..gettin veri slack loh...if they are unhappi..why should i contiune rite? dunno wad they thinking...PARENTS!!! WAKE UP!!! dun pin high hopes on ur children when you cant do it...tis is so....wtf...

i will be most glad if they decided to change tutor..means..i'll be free on mon, tue, thurs and fri! hahaa..and i believe..i can get better assignment and higher pay..i'm in need of cash!!! hahass..

-written. ;

Monday, July 18, 2005

well well well...i'm in sch now...not sure whether i should go home now..hmm...sian..now class onli left me and a fren..hmm...

tt dae went out..he wore long sleeve..omg..i cant resist guy with long sleeve..hmm...but not all guy lahss..must have qualities one lahs...hahaa..den..dunno lahs..i guess he's tryin to avoid my fren..arghhh..stuck again..always one..stuck in threesome.. >P overall..the outing was nice..though its short..hmm...

i dare not look into ur eyes..cos i know e longer i look..the deeper i fall...

tis phrase..is so damm right..isn't it... >P arghh..everything is so sucky..now..there's none of the dae i'm looking forward to..there's tuition everydae..not enough slp...gotta face sch work and everything..arghhh...tis is jus so sucky... >P

wads e pt of treating ppl good when they dun gib a damm? i'll stand up..i'll be strong..cos i'm Rui Rong!!!

-written. ;

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

i think...i will still hate birthdaes...hahaas..real thanks to all peeps who took out time and acc me..and those who remember...thanks ya all...

to be happi or upset..its jus up to us to decide..isn't it? =D

anyway..Happy Birthday to Me! =D

-written. ;

Monday, July 11, 2005

sian...i flunk my web mutlimedia..tis is e second ut i've flunk tis semester..gotta work harder... hmm...hope my database wun disappoint me..

went to celebrate my bdae with eunice n kel on sundae..did i mention abt it before?? i think i did...jason turn up..dunno why...anyway..we went seoul garden..long time nv go..but stil..i dun think seoul garden will be my choice when i'm choosing food..i'ld rather go marina..e steamboat..somehow..tt one seems much much better..hahas..dunno why...no cake de..bdae w/o cake..like..weird..doesn seems like celebrating bdae..its more of..getting together and have dinner..hmm... * deep in thoughts..*

there's a change in him..i think is looks..hmm...weird..wadever...dun be bother..nv knoe wad will happen.. >P

suddenli..like veri sad lehs..dunno why..like every since i came into poly..i like cannot slp lehs..or should i sae..it had gotten worst..ever since my room layout had changed?? dunno lehs..its like..can stay up to 2 plus even if i'm veri veri tired...though it may seem normal for other ppl...but for me..its like..veri bad lohs..i used to slp ard 9 plus to the next morning..w/o waking up..now..i 2 plus slp..4 plus can wake up..its like..one nite can wake up alot of times... >P i remb there was once..my 16th bdae..when i was in sec4..after celebrating my bdae with my sec sch frens..i went home..it was ard 5 plus or 6...den i slept frm then to the next morning..now..i dun think i can do tt...even if i have the time... >P

lalalaa~~ i'll be strong...even if nobody loves me.. =D

-written. ;

Sunday, July 10, 2005

todae..i saw him twice...Mr D...he's in yellow shirt and blue shorts..i suppose..first time is when i was leaving my hse..i came down..and he was there..at POSB..i think he intendin deposit money..e q was long...second time..was when i was in bus..i took 153..i saw him walking to the bus stop..and jus not long ago..i stumble on his frenster..he seems to be attached...hmm...

todae..after 3 tuitions..went for wina's dinner..at fish n co..well..quite fun..=) at the end..we order alcholic drinks..and it taste like cough syrup to me..so yucky.. >P after dinner..me, wina, weijun, victor and yong yeow went over to esplanade..we sit at the sea side there..or wadever u call tt..took quite alot of pics..was waiting for wina to send me all e pics.. =D den chat awhile..actualli..din chat anything...err..serious or deep..jus causal chatting...anyway..vic treat me drink..hahaa..like first time he treat me..so funni..lolx...me wina and vic share one cab..we send wina home first..den to mine..den last is vic..so frm esplanade to thomson..to bt merah..to telok balangah..is ard..17++...tis amt includes booking fee and surcharge..hmm..actualli..stil ok lah..i expected more..haha..wina paid for it..i dun feel good abt it..hahaa..its like..i'm e one keep sae wan take cab..should have let me share..hmm... >P

my birthday..3 more daes..i'm scared...ohya..later..gg out with eunice and kel..advance bdae celebration..i now..dun like advance..dunno lahs..at least..they did make effort to celebrate with..ever since last yr incident..whenever i think of it..it hurts alot..wad to do..tt's me..can forgive but cannot forget..but i'm tryin hard..didn't i?

wads e real me? who knows? me?

-written. ;

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

woah..its had been some time since i last update..cos..was veri busy..plus..no time..hahaa..err..went out with eunice n kel the other dae..err..last fri..ya..well...FUN!! it has been some time since i enjoyed myself.. =D erm..dunno wad to sae..realli damm busy..but i wasnt enjoyin..wad to do..sian..ohya..todae do video..saw his video...eh..dunno lah..try not to think abt it..cannot sae the content..cos..it will be VERY obvious liao..hahaa..wadever...nobody bother..no bother cares..isn't it?? but...argghhh...stupid me..did he ever notice me? i doubt so... >P..wina bdae on thurs..plannin a surprise for her..hope it goes well..hmm..my bdae aso coming..but wasnt looking forward..i dunno...got phobia liao? where got ppl phobia abt their bdae de..kaos..dunno..jus feel tt..e yr of 17 is damm bad for me.. >P celebrating with kel n eunice on sundae...cos actual dae they not free...den wed maybe with zx..hmm...but wun it be a sad case if nobody celebrate bdae with u?? hahaa..

-written. ;