Wednesday, January 31, 2007
nope.. i didn get my slp..
its always nv enough..
no matter how much i slp..
didn take HR ut 4..
somehow decided to skip..
dun ask why..
there's no reason for it..
slept at 4am..
woke up naturally at 1030..
actualli set my alarm at 1100..
but anyway..
went to meet zixue..
help her with her stuff..
i dun think i can sae much abt it here..
cos i know tooooo many ppl is reading..
anyway..
zixue jiayou!
i've booked the tickets..
leaving on 10 May..
will be having transit at taipei when gg over..
will leave frm san francisco on 20 sept..
but will be stopping over at taipei..
so i'll be back in singapore on 27 sept..
am deciding to open a new blog..
to record my life when i'm away..
i'll be bringin my lappy over definitely..
most probably will share webcam with zixue..
after zixue finish her CRM..
we'll do a checklist for out trip..
=)
words cant describe how i feel..
mixture of happiness.. anxiety.. fear..
99 days before i leave..
will be counting down..
tml is week15 of HR..
HR is my day2 class..
lesson ends at week 16..
so soon..
3yrs of poly..
is ending..
will i miss poly life?
nah..
there are definitely nice memories tt i'll keep in my heart..
but i wun miss poly life..
i've made lots of frens..
and i've also seen the ugly side of ppl..
but as compared..
i'm fortunate tt there's not really ups and downs that hinder the progress of my studies..
perhaps..
FYP?
haha!
ppl i've met are nice..
there may be ppl backstabbing me..
but..
thankfully..
i've heard none..
keep me in the dark..
i wun wan to know..
thanks.
reflecting the 3yrs..
i've learnt alot during the 3yrs..
if u ask me any regrets?
well..
studies wise..
nope..
i dun regret the grades i will be getting..
i know my limits and i know where i stand..
relationship wise..
i think..
i did stupid things..
haha!
i didn treasure the one who is real nice to me..
wonder how he's doing now..
i'm the one who made tt decision..
i wun regret..
but hoping the best for him.. =)
i had this crush on my senior..
haha!
and yes..
i did stupid things also..
wina should know best..
lols!
once in awhile..
i stil see him ard my place..
during the first yr of poly..i stil had this on-and-off thing for a ex-collegue of mine..but now..i'm confident to say..there's only pure friendship.. =)all the best for his studies in NTU!
its late..
shall continue my reflection other day..
=)
-written. ;
i'm DEAD tired..
had the urge to blog...
but..
i'll do it when i wake from my slp.. =)
finished my weekly log and final RJ for FYP2..
this mark the end of my FYP! =)
congrats!!
shall share more things laterr..
*into lala land...
-written. ;
Thursday, January 25, 2007
i'm done with my fyp presentation..
for myself.. i think i did rather well as compared to last semester..
perhaps.. its bcos i knew my work..
*clap clap*
should have gone to celebrate todae..
but xue is rushing her crm..
my sis MIA..
think she's busy with her work too..
she promise me cheese fondue..
=D yummy!!
anyway.. i'm left with weekly log and last reflection journal..
plus 5 CE pts before i left for US!
yeaa!
after presentation i took cab home..
regretting why i came home for dinnerr..
wanted to eat good food!
but anyway..
i tried to msg him..
realise i'm unable to msg..
cosss..
nv pay hp bill!
lols!
so after dinner..
went to pay hp bill as well as return library book..
den went nutc..
wanted to get some tibits..
cos my dinner was sucky...
guess who i saw?
i saw willie!
haha..
he's working as promotor ther..
he saw me and pretend he nv see me!
wad and the wad loh..
we chatted for awhile..
abt fyp aso.. den off he went for work..
ohyaa.. LOUIS KOO movie is OUT TODAY!!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
lalaaa~~
waiting to see when xue is free..
definitely after fri..
calling out to xue~ i wan watch movie plus dim sum buffet!!
but before that..
must buck up on all of ur projects..
its your turn to work hard before we leave for US!!
ohya..
i went library and borrow books..
2 book on san francisco..
one storybook..
its call "Alphabet Weekends"
hopefulli its nice..
wanted to start reading books again..
suddenli have the urge..
perhaps its bcos the stress and tension is gone..
i mean.. "put down the stone in my heart" yea?
ytd went to watch movie with shan..
think its the first time we watch movie together?
kungfu mahjong 3..
pretty funny..
we went toa payoh.. and guess wad?
the cinema only got 7ppl!
lols!
so shiok..
think we're the ones laughin the loudest.. lols!!
wanted to bring shan for dim sum buffet..
but i dun think we can make it..
so we drop off at toa payoh...
was wondering what to eat..
i suggested suki buffet..
20nett..
its comparable to paris international..
jus that paris is obviously more classy and has more variety for food..
lalaaa~~
i'm off to do my RJ~
ohya.. not to forget.. peeps who wished my luck for todae's presentation..
-raymond
-zixue
-arif
-candice
-carrie tay
THANKS!!
-written. ;
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
dun ever question me wad i've written in the blog
it irritates me
-written. ;
Monday, January 22, 2007
todae is the submission of fyp2..
yup..
manage to make the system work..
with the help of team mates?
nah..
instead.. i manage to get help from my ex-classmate as well as current classmates..
realli like to thanks peeps who tried to help me with my login page..
leroy.. pestered by me at 1am..
lols!
nurul, geetha and justin..
a little move realli meant alot to me!
once again,
Thanks Peeps!
ohya..
must thanks my team mates for todae's class, sales management..
geetha
qassrina
nurul
justin
with them doin todae's work..
leaving me doin my fyp without worries..
YOU PEOPLE ARE GREAT!!
last but not least..
many thanks to....
my sis
raymond
xue
for ur moral support.. =)
HOWEVER
i am stil very pissed off..
if u can't do what you promise,
den DON'T PROMISE!
pls think before u raise your voice
who are you to get agitated?
you didn complete what you are suppose to..
what rights do you have to raise your voice?
if u aint gg to listen to what i say and get the things inside your head,
why should i repeat?
why should i waste my time?
i can jolly scream at top of my voice
i can throw my temper
but end up
i have to be the middle person to calm you two down
why do i have to do such jobs?
HELLO?
you peeps are older than me..
this is the way you guys handle things?
this is the team you guys chose
don't show me ur attitude face
-pissed-
let's be thankful that's it over.
well.. beside fyp..
i guess there are stil things i'm happi about..
i score A for sales ut3..
unbelievable rite?
so proud of myself..
i believe there's not moderation..
cos my raw score is 27/30..
=)
if there's no hiccups..
i'm be leaving for US on 8May..
will be back..
in, i guess, end of sept..
i stil haven let him know yet...
-written. ;
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
想一個人，需要衝動的感覺
思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印
接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意
愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣
放棄一個人，談何容易
感情是一種付出，而不是一種得到
-written. ;
Saturday, January 13, 2007
happy belated CHRISTMAS and NEW YEAR!
had my PP presentation todae in e afternoon..
and jus not long ago..
i recieved an email saying i've passed!
yea!
i went SIAC last wednesday..
i went is cos of CE pts..
one trip earned me 2NDA..
jason, the fac in-charge of tt trip, email us..
said tt he had updated e CE pts..
i went to my admin and check..
well~
e pts are updated..
and guess wad..
i only left with 5 pts before i complete CE!
CONGRATS me!!
i'm determine to earn 5pts asap..
provided the sch organise decent talk..
haha!
decent in a way..
related to me?
AND
i also recieved a news..
FYP submission date postpone!
instead of 18 jan..
its postpone to 22 jan!
i hope to finish most of e codings by tml..
=)
hopefulli.. i'm able to pull thru this stupid FYP..
i'm so happy todae!
3 good news!! =)
was quite upset the other dae..
thus i din blog for so long..
cos i scare i might sae wrong things..
friends -
i felt someone had came into ur life.. and i know tt's wad u want.. i din ask.. cos u din seem to wan to sae.. recently.. i decided to keep my mouth shut.. cos u seem not interested.. my tots are running wild.. i din wad to do.. or i'm jus being too sensitive?
team mate -
peeps.. i not sure if u guys will be reading this.. but.. at times.. i'm realli very pissed off.. why cant u guys be more responsible.. or should i sae.. more initiative?? the project is not just done by me.. i'm definitely not codings pro.. if we decided to keep our mouth shut.. i guess we gotta prepare to flung this project.. i'm hoping promise made are done/fulfil.. we need to unite.. cos i definitely dun wan to retain bcos of this stupid 'A**H***' project..
him -
i hate it when u appear as and when you like.. it has been 3yrs.. how long more can we take a step from where we are now?? or are we meant to be what we are now? i'm not sure how long more can i stay by ur side like wad i did now.. i stil din let him know abt the trip after my graduation.. 4 months out of singapore.. what will we be like by then? i wonder... ...
-written. ;
