Monday, October 31, 2005
eh..now in sch..doing research..hmm..
sat went to a chinese physician.. she said i was too stress up..mus learn to relax myself..and need more calcium..hahas.. so funny..
that following nite..he suddenly msg me..his actions makes me feel..uneasy? or suspicious..hmm..wadever..he told me he felt bored and etc.. well..tis seems to be the first time he complain to me.. hmm.. i wonder under wad circumstance he msg me.. >P perhaps..is i think too much.. argghh.. he has all the rights to feel stress..cos his As is starting on 8nov..which is..like one more week to go.. hahas.. hope he will do well.. and i believe he will do well.. i got faith in him.. hahaa..
so sian..gg to have 3 daes holidae..most probabli i'll spend slpin at home....
-written. ;
Thursday, October 27, 2005
now in school.. having Data Communications & Networking.. my grp left 3ger.. hahas.. another team mate went off..
so long nv come here write..partly is because dun haf the time..difficult to connect to interent..and dunno wad to write..
now keep watching 王子变青蛙 .. got the whole series frm a classmate of mine.. den realise the songs v nice..esp went you read the lyrics..so touching..hahas..
tis week is the last week i giving tuition..cos by end of this week..all my kids finish their exams..tis means i will not have any income lers..mus go find part time job liaos..hai..if not.. =P
dun wish to think any thing other than exams and earning money.. money and more money!! arghh!! he is having his A's..dun wish to disturb him.. arghhh!! it feels so terrible now.. =~(
tues had ut..after ut..went for breakfast..den went off..went to see doctor..took medicine..felt so drowsy..slept for awhile and went tuition.. quite piss off tt dae..there is tis team mate of mine..yaya so big sae wan go off den all go together..den last min..she gib tt kinda of look.. '' huh?! you all realli gg off arh?? i'm not tt type bcos problem hard den go off de..'' kaos..so angry..dun wan go den dun go ah..no one forcing her mahs..in the veri first place..she shouldn yaya so much sae wan go den go togehter..den at the end..shoot us.. nv think before she tok.. and i gg off not bcos problem hard lohs.. is i realli sick.. kaos..
-written. ;
Thursday, October 20, 2005
woah.. heard a very shocking news..well..till now..stil dun quite believe it.. it involve 3 person..quite worry how one of the people is coping..hmm... hope tis person can cope well...
ytd went to the ZOO!!! quite fun..and veri tiring..i may go back again! haha..entrance fee is 15 bucks..stil quite ok..cos can stay there whole dae..den e shows and seeing of animals is free..if i were to go kbox..i think it will be much expensive.. overall..ytd was fun..took quite alot of pics.. we left zoo at around..5plus..after we watchin sealion feeding den we leave..cos it was raining AGAIN.. haha.. den we went MS for dinner..wanted to eat sakae..after quening..they sae their outlet no dinner buffet..veri upset loh..wanted to eat sakae for sooo long liaos..den now cannot.. =( end up..eat sweasen..but not filling one! argh!!
reached home ard 10..went to bath..start looking thru ppt slides ard 10.30..slpt at ard 12plus..hai..
*stil cant quite believe wad i had heard..
-written. ;
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
GREATEST SECRET TO BE UNCOVERED.. IF YOU'RE AINT PREPARED..FEEL FREE TO MOVE YOUR MOUSE TO YOUR TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER..SEE THE BOX WITH CROSS? LEFT-CLICK IT...
Hahas..also nothing really secret..went to ransack my cupboard..found my handbook..i think is Sec3 & 4 de..cos is 2002 and 2003..den can you believe i actually write a 3 full page (on both side!) long essay jus on my feelings? and one page long in chinese.. hahas.. i think the letter is written to Eunice.. hahas.. den i think kelli also got to see it.. below is a bit of extract of it..decided to share with peeps who are reading..lols.. During my sec sch daes..i liked tis two guys..i think whole queenstown know abt it..lols..
"...my circle of friends left the bois...recently..feel that qili abit odd..not like his usual self..see liao also a bit sad...maybe b'cos of dennis..he and dennis quarrel..i also dunno..den now find that weiqin quite funni,he everytime sae "一对笨情 lue" ... den the expression bery funni..den that time saturday, mi, weiqin and jason go home together .. den i got a bit surprise that weiqin take 139 lor.. cos he usually take 145 .. den i always tin he a bit sissy cos he dun dare touch people's hand ... den i abit shock he want to play arm wrestling with me lor..."
*Mr H.".
.. he tell me the person he like is not at good mood.. den i also affected lor.. den he tell me to tell him my xin shi .. remember i got tell u that i got tell him i like him..i tin he tin i'm joking lor..he maybe got suspect...den that time i tell him my xin shi .. i sae i like Mr B. but Mr B. like Miss C. den i and Mr.B and Miss C also friends..den Mr B always talk abt Miss C. what should i do.. i tell him lor..he like keep quiet den sae he dunno.."
"...den i got tell him i scare i will transfer to normal cos i fail english and didnt pass 5 subjects..den he sae he will try and help me in my maths in his best lor..den i like got abit gan dong lor.."
*Mr Z.
6 March 2003 Thursdayhe hab volleyball todae..hope he had enjoy himself..'cos volleyball ish his life..he got new jersey..and he's number 1 =)
7 March 2003 Fridaytodae play captainball after school..his back ache again..feel hurts to see him in so much pain. got a bit jealous..of what i also dunno..maybe i really like him le..i dunno..
11 March 2003 Tuesdayhe hurt his hand..
19 March 2003 Wednesdaytold him how i feel le..
17 June 2003 Tuesdayi return him his trophy.. i guess tt's e end of us..
21 July 2003 Mondayhe liked someone else..hope he will be happy..
25 July 2003sprain his ankle..hope he's alright..he should be alright..
Eh..on 19 March 2003..me, Eunice and Kelly's life have changed.. hahas..so funny..we went to confess feelings on this day.. The only one succeed was Eunice.. Hahas.. Dunno why all so qiao..on this day.. Hahas..
Hmm..e trophy thingy.. if i dun remember wrongly..is they won dunno wad south-zone volleyball thingy.. den Jason gave his to Eunice.. or something de..den i told Mr Z. i wan also..hahas..den he sae if i wan take loh..den i kept for like..3mths or so..den end up return to him..now abit regret.. >P e trophy is veri nice lehs..is not i stil harbour any feelings..jus that..memories.. hahas..
Got one time.. Mr Z. sprain his dunno where again.. den my eyes red..hahas..almost cry out..but too many ppl..shy lahh..cos see he realli in pain..
Actually..till now..there are still alot of question marks in my head..and i suppose it shall remain unknown.. Mr H. quite sometime nv contact him..he should be doing well.. Mr Z. he is doing well ah..he is finally attached! lols..dun mean to laugh at people or wad lah..but..bu ke si yi.. lols..
Wow.. amazingly..2 years had passed! Hahas.. Looking back.. i suppose my footsteps are very fast..and i will slow down and look around.. =D
The guy i like NOW is also from the same secondary school.. and guess wad.. we actually NEVER talk to each other before.. throughout the 4 years in Queenstown.. Isn't it amazing? Lols..But somehow..during graduation day..i took a photo with him.. i did mention before right..? ya..i did..hahas..i swear when i took that photo..i got absoutely NO feelings for him.. seriously NO.. cant believe wad i'm feeling now.. perhaps its late..but hope it not TOO late.. =D cheers!
-written. ;
Friday, October 14, 2005
arghh!! in deep shit now.. hai..should not elaborate it.. =(
now in sch..waiting for tt stupid fac..seriousli..i dun like tis fac..den i dun quite like alot ppl inmy class..hmm..there is tis person..well..i shall not mention names here..tis person..do e ppt..den dun wan to share loh..keep asking keep dun wan upload..till like last min den gib one loh..den no time prepare..tis person..so selfish.. =(
sian ah!! SOS!!
-written. ;
Monday, October 10, 2005
todae was a sad dae for me.. =( realli quite upset..
我认为被爱永远是最幸福的。。 no matter is bisexual..gays..les..or normal relationship..to be loved is 最幸福的.. todae get to know a fren..she wasnt in good terms with her another partner..perhaps..is her fault..but..relationship should be build on trust..since there's no trust and you start become suspcious of each other..wads e pt of stayin together.. and since u cant be honest with the other party.. how could u survive such relationship.. realli dun understand..hmm.. aint u suppose to fight for ur happiness..and when it wasnt meant to be..its time to let go? perhaps i'm wrong...
went for tuition..had tis fight with my amk kid.. perhaps..i'm wrong..i know i'm in fault..but to be concern for her..care for her..is wrong? den i realli dunno wad i should do..i tried my best to make her understand..but she feels that i was jus being fierce and unreasonable.. i gave her a fair chance to talk..in conclusion.. she wans me to be 'nicer' and more patient with her..but i've asked myself..din i i give her enough freedom and time? she always break her promise she made to me..and its not jus once or twice..its..countless.. i realli at lost..din know wad to do..can anyone teach me??
on my way home..tot abt a fren of mine..if i'm a les..i will definitely fall for her..she wasnt those pretty lady..and she wasnt spoilt..she is unique in her way.. all these thoughts run wild in my mind..and HIS msg pull me back to reality.. HIS msg makes me know i'm stil straight..hahas.. sounds funni..but.. dunnos..
my thoughts went to HIM. Hoping to live in my dream..where HE belong to me..and only me.. dream and reality is jus so different..perhaps he's already attached.. i dunno.. nv heard of it..and dun wish to know.. tt's e onli teeny weeny dream i had for myself.. e only thing i'm left with him..is memories..and perhaps..a grp photo..
realli amazed how times can change things.. i took tt photo with another fren of mine.. at tt pt of time..i aso dunno y would take tt photo..
-written. ;
Thursday, October 06, 2005
todae is fourth dae of lesson..including my off dae.. as far..stil ok bahs..my class onli like..4 guys loh..den ALOT of gers..den got some i first time see..like veri..bitchy..hahaas..but after getting together and work together..they're nice peeps..whos saes gers can work together? hahass..frm wad i see..its like..gers aso can present realli well..its not onli bois loh..i'm not being sexist here..but..yalah..ppl always tot gers cannot present.. >P *SHOUTS OUT* THIS IS WRONG!! hahaa..
sick and tired of elaborating my kids..they are jus..horrible..getting sick of tutor..but no choice.. >P sometimes..u simply cant choose which way you wan to go.. >P
tml meeting zx..quite excited..cos feel veri tired physicalli and mentally..
ohya..he told me..he passed his physics.. =D why would he out of the blue msg me sayin he passed his phy? hmm..he got the hint? impossbile..cos he veri dumb one..hahaa..tt's wad i like abt him..hahaa.. when i saw his msg..i was having tuition..and i actualli smiled! lols.. lalaaa~~ finalli..something worth me happy abt.. cos recently..cant find anything to make me happi or smile..
i miss my old class..TA0204, TA0203..i miss them..
0204..wina..geraldine..anlyn..idayu..man yan..aaron..victor aka froggy(lolx), xuan hui..weijun..yong yeow..kenny..tiger..qing xiang..ah john..khairul..
0203..marilyn..arlina..jaslin..yi feng..vik aka elmo! lols..uncle shuan..zhen wei..gabe.. AND I'LL NV FORGET ZHI DA!! hahaas.. i'll nv forget tt qns he asked me during chalet..lols..you realli cannot judge a book by its cover! hahas..
-written. ;
