Monday, June 27, 2005
now is at sch...my class onli got me and my fac..so stress....arghhh..hahaa..err..3 weeks of holidaes had passed...err..most of my time..i was at tuition..other than that..i guess i had a boring holidae..hmm..hahaa..last fri..which is..i think..is..24 june..i watched 2 movies..alone..hahaa..e movies are..a lot like love...and initial d..hahaa..i watched a lot like love at 10.30..den..e whole theatre onli got me loh..and was so scary..luckily i wasn't watchin scary films..i finalli got e taste..of watch a movie alone..in e cinema..with no ppl..hmm..hahaa..tis show..not bad..i quite like it..it started with flashback..e songs r aso nice! hahaa..den ard 12.50..i watched initial d..err..if u're someone who's looking out for storyline or content..den u can skipped tis movie..but if u're crazy over jay or edison or shawn..well..tis movie is for u..hahaa..err..see jay in big screen..abit weird..esp when e startin..is him liao..see lee..errr..veri weird..not used to it..hahaa..but i like e racing part..wasss sssooo ccooooll..hahaa..e ending..disappointing..hahaa..hai..sian..so fast sch start le..ohya..read her friendster acc..was like..she like toking abt me..hmm..dunno..maybe is over sensitive..but..dunno lehs..e feeling is jus so strong..perhaps..frm e start..i shouldn't haf assume she's tt strong..but wad to do..hai..alot things..jus couldn't go back to the past..why? actualli..i personally..start to feel..i dun wan go back to last time..cos..i dun wan to get hurt once more..yeah? hahaa...cheer up man..life's like tt..right now..my life..onli consists of sch work..tuition and frens..but sometimes..get quite disappointed with my frens..wad to do..hahaa..life's like tt..hahaaa...cheer up man! =D
-written. ;
Thursday, June 16, 2005
argghh..was very very unlucky..haben be able to get out of tt depression..can u imagine..i lost my whole bag..hai..i shouldn sae it's lost..IT IS STOLEN..hai..wadever..dun bother to bring it up..damm sad loh..but..it already happen..wad to do..i have made a police report..i've re-make or should i sae..redo my i/c..ezlink..student card..atm card..and whole loads of cards..actualli..tt's all i have to re-make..haha..den i also lost e keys..hai..need to pay 10bucks..plus gotta change e locks..the above is for archery club le..i also lost e receipt..thankfulli..i've photocopied 2 extra..but wasnt sure if can use..hai..still haven let my senior know yet..was tryin to connect online..but couldn..den..my hse door lock aso change..jus bcos of me..alamak..y so suai one.. =~( jus realise..the whole year of 17th birthdae is damm so suai for me..tis had started ever since my 17th birthdae..shucks man..argghhh...and now..i lost my phone too...tt is my first phone wors..though it is veri cmi..but..its..argghh..dunno wad to sae..den..gotta replace my sim card aso..wad worst is..my contract is gotta end in august..knn..hahaas..oppss..anyway..gotta sign new line soon..under m1..had decided le..hmm..but..now i've lost all e contacts..argghh..wadever..be it..hopefulli..when i turn 18..everything will get better..everyone pray hard for me kks? now i know..to be suai for one yr is jus soooo.... suai..
-written. ;
Sunday, June 12, 2005
let the past stay where it belongs -- in the past..
i like tis phrase..and i'm tryin to do so...argghh..suddenli..i hate myself soo much...reflect my life..frm sec 1 to sec 4...sec1 and 2..so childish...i've got a damm bad temper..i think its worst den now..well..realli wanna thanks ppl who have been tolerating me..sec3 anf 4..its e most hurtful period of my life ba..studies sux..plus alot other things..but..i've learnt alot..didnt i? hahaa..after olevel..came out n work..tt period..one of e most happiest moment..its..jus some memories..i wun forget..before i came into rp..to e period when i was in rp yr1sem1..it sux too..i love e peeps in my class though..but outside sch..its another thing.. =X 2004..is a bad yr for..some of the worst memories.. now..yr2..its a brand new yr for me..there is still a long way to go..and i jus felt tt..i couldn go on..i dun haf e strength..i wan to do well..and i'm tryin..but..i need support..i dun have e courage to do things..i used to do..not anymore...
-written. ;
i shouldn be feeling tis way...wad happen? i aso dunno...but..i realli wan to know...sometimes realli hate myself for feeling this way...i hate myself for feeling so emotional...having great stress from kids..frm their parents..frm archery...hate myself for not learning how to let go..hate myself for puttin up a strong front when i'm not...some things...is not tt i've let go...its jus tt..well..time dun heal e pain..u will onli get along with e pain.. cheer up! *a pat on my head*
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
it has been some time since i last update..why..? cos i dun feel like it..haha..
got tis 'fight' with tis guy in his blog's tagboard...well...he jus dun get e situation..if those year1 are so great..why are they in year1? right? and we r seniors..i expect the least respect they give us..i'm not throwin weight ard...but tt's facts and tt's life..if u ain't happy abt it..u can jolly go and die and no one will cry over u...and i'll be e first one to laugh at u...tt idiotic yaya so much..and wad have he done? NOTHING! he is in e committee in yr1..and wad have he contributed? NOTHING! and now..our fault? ya..tt's soooooooooooo right and fair..but life is nv fair..and i pms him? HA..nv haven get to see e real pms..guys r jus so F...they r jus some animal..nope..wild beast with no brains..even if they've got brain..its all nothing but SEX...
whoever is readin tis page now..if u cant stand it..bring ur mouse to the top right corner..u see e cross box? close it!
and if u're stil readin...wadever i said might have offend u..but u're at ur risk to read it...n u're in no position to comments abt it...>P
arggggggghhhhhhhhhhh..........
have been damm pissed off..and..i've been scoldin tt F word..i'll try to curb my temper...I WILL...and..i guess..its time to let things go..right? its time to hand over...hmm... cheer up! i will be fine..yep..
under alot of stress...frm tuition..ya..no mood to write now...hmm...so tired...forever not enough slp...
-written. ;
Thursday, June 02, 2005
y no one was there for me? y everything i do is not appreciated? y would i have to put in so much effort can ppl tot i'm crazy and having pms? i'm realli sick and tired of everything..sam is like tt..shan is like tt..e whole archery club is like tt..wad does they wan? wad i need now is a shoulder to cry on...
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