Friday, August 25, 2006
好难过哦。。 他传了一则简讯给我。。可是。。我明明就知道那则简讯不是要给我的。。虽然他没有明确地说是给谁。。可是看了内容。。满肯定。。不是给我的。。这样的事情不致发生一次。。而是好多好多次。。我情愿他都不跟我联络。。不喜欢这种感觉。。不喜欢似有非有的感觉。。好难受。。很多时候。。决定要重新过自己的生活。。可是。。少了他。。我的世界好像少了东西。。啊!!!
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
todae marks the first dae of my holiday.. with no jobs.. =( todae nothing much to blog.. dunno where's the enthu to blog i used to have.. hai.. actually.. alot of things to pour out.. jus dunno how to sae.. tt's the characteristic of a Cancer.. i quite believe such things.. A Cancerian would not tell u what is happening to her until the thing is over.. tt's so mee.. hahaa..
i miss HIM .. yes.. HIM ... dunno how's he's doing.. sometimes.. its good to have someone mentally dependent on.. =) at least.. u got the motive to do things.. am i self-consoling..
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
have the sudden urge to blog.. dunno why..
todae had a haircut.. quite satisfy.. tis is wad i wan.. =) it was cut by the lady boss.. and she really does know wad i wan.. muahaa.. and guess wad.. my 'ponytail' is thinner! haha.. cos i ask the lady boss trim for me.. total.. plus wash.. is 13bucks.. consider cheap le huh..
todae went for tuition at woodlands.. tt one ard my sch de.. today she's different from the past few lessons.. she seems more willing to work.. i'm actually wondering is it bcos she got a scolding frm her mum?? her mum seems like.. those type.. veri fierce de.. eekk.. dun like.. such parents.. no freedom to teach the kids.. tis student of mine.. being to know the importance of PSLE.. am quite relief.. that she has this alertness now.. =)
now is 1am in the morning.. later having tuition at 9.. at amk.. hai.. a bit regret why would i agree to go.. =( another of my rest dae is gone~~ i din know why the student sis wan to arrange the tuition laterr.. am quite scare something bad will happen.. i dunno... but its 9 in the morning!! argghh.. *hoping for the best..
confirm k-session with kelly on wed.. 2 to 7 de.. am looking forward to it.. =) and i have to cancel the tuition at amk.. anyway.. i'm actually not responsible for her sci.. cos she having science exams on thur.. tml gg to let her know wed i'm not coming.. heyy.. i need time of my own huh.. >P
todae went the bank with mum and sis.. open a fixed deposit with my mum.. tt's not the main pt i wan to sae.. hahaa.. cos mum needs to go to my grandma hse.. and i'm rushing for tuition.. hence i went home with my sis.. den we were talking abt my sch.. wad i've learnt.. and jus one more semester.. i'm gg to gradute.. i've to think for my future lee.. i'm not someone who likes to study.. hence.. furthering my studies full time is a no-no for me.. after the talk with my sis.. i know wad i wan.. and i will be working towords wad i wan.. =)
wad i'll actually do is start applying for jobs ard week 12 of my last semester.. perhaps.. after i gradute frm my sch.. i can start working and not waste time.. jus like wad i did when i finish o'levels.. =) and i will apply for part time degree course in 2007 intake.. and of course.. i know wad job i wan.. and wad degree to apply.. =)
perhaps.. its me.. i dun feel the need of a bf now.. was reading zx blog.. duno whether i'm the weird one.. obviously a girl would wan to have a stable partner.. but i like wad it is now.. perhaps i'm mentally dependent on him.. and i'm used to tis kind of feeling.. i dunno.. i'm jus the weird one when it comes to such things.. hahaa..
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Friday, August 18, 2006
it has been a month since i last blog.. and of course.. many things happen..
fyp done.. but total failure.. in terms of presentation.. its noody fault.. not blaming anyone here.. but i jus felt its total failure.. jus hoping will be able to scrape through with at least a passing grade? *crossing fingers..*
gg to have holis soon.. think is 3weeks.. am looking thru newspaper for some part time job.. till now.. no luck.. actualli did saw some jobs with attract me.. butt.. not in the mood to call.. hopefulli i'm able to get a job during holis within tis few daes.. soo in need of cash.. i'm broke! haha..
not much new clips on youtube.. so upset.. but i've watched 3 hk series.. haha! forensic heores, love guaranteed and when rule turns loose.. i LOVE the first 2.. third one.. so-so only.. quite disappointed.. cos i tot its will be more of able law.. when i finish the whole series.. its more of their family problems rather than giving information abt law.. like.. how they find their resources.. wad needs to be done before gg to court and etc.. they have trials.. but not veri detail.. conclusion.. DISAPPOINTED..
forensic heroes is pretty nice.. mainly abt forensic.. how they solve cases with all the testing and cutting up of the dead bodies (haha!) .. and guess wad.. the process of cutting up of the body is so real lohh.. i think tis one of the main reason why hk series is soo successful..
as for love guaranteed.. i watched cos got sunny chan!! haha.. one of my fav actor..i fall in love with him when he was acting in DIF IV.. so handsome!! hahaa.. too bad.. after tt he went to another station.. and recently he came back!! muhahaaa!! i think tis is the second series he shoot after he came back.. the first one i watch is him with jessica hsuen.. lao po da ren.. also veri nice.. though both is not mega production.. but stil.. its nice! ohya.. stil got one.. placebo cure.. sunny with teng li ming (joyce.. tt sanyuan lohh..) tt one aso nice.e.. hahaa..plus.. am watching smile pasta in youtube.. muahaa!
besides watchin series.. i stil had my tuition on-going.. the amk.. dunno wad to sae.. perhaps is she still young and did not know how to think.. when do i have the rights to go teach the parents wad to do right.. and i took a woodlands.. ard my sch.. think i did mention before.. but.. dun realli like tis one.. dunno why.. jus a feeling.. hmm..
todae when for a new one.. opp sun plaza.. is one is actualli the amk's third sis's husband's sister.. hahaa! complicated lehh.. hahaa.. she's sec4na.. was quite scare.. wad i mean is not sure wad her character was.. after today's tuition.. i found.. not as bad as i tot.. afterall.. she's sec4.. 16yrs old.. she should know how to to think.. and 2hrs pass veri fast.. =) this tuition fees is to be paid bi-weekly.. dunno why.. but its the same actually.. jus tt i'm able to see the money every 2 weeks.. haha!!
on my way home.. kelli msg me.. ask me go kbox.. we wanted to go the other time.. but din.. cos she budget last month.. haaha.. so cute right.. so purposely is tis coming wed.. have to see whether i can re-arrange my time.. hopefulli can go.. so long nv sing song lee.. =(
i have something to confess.. i had a huge crash on a classmate.. haha!! with him ard.. life seems easier to move on.. however.. its jus one-side crush.. hahaa.. so wun expect much out of it.. i stil can differentiate love and fatuation..=) hoping to be in same class as him for next semester.. but.. if same class.. doesn it mean.. i will contiune to have crush on him!? hahaa.. ironic.. btw.. i jus got his number not long ago.. hahaa.. lalalaa~~
was thinking abt Mr D the other dae.. seems so long nv 'happen' to see him.. den i went his blog.. after so long nv check his blog.. and guess wad?? he went army.. hahaa!! no wonder nv get to see him.. the last time i saw him was at woodlands campus.. i think is when i was gg home.. i was walking out of the school alone.. den i sae him walking in.. i think he did see me.. cos i saw him looking at my directionn.. haha! he was not botak tt time.. haha! however.. i saw his botak pic on his blog.. look soo different.. and.. think with hair he more handsome.. haha!
am realli happy when He remember when is my presentation.. and wish me good luck the night before.. when i told him my advisor called.. he need to see me abt the fyp and wun not tell me wad happen.. am realli happy when He msg and asked me how was it tt veri night after i saw my advisor.. though it may mean nothing.. but am really happy...
*He is not the classmate who i have a crush on..
pheww.. finally finish wad i wan to write.. tis entry is realli longg.. hahaa..
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