Monday, February 28, 2005
woah...todae reach home quite late..cos..acc shan go make police report..long story ah..but seriousli hope she's fine and feelin better now loh..we ish after archery..acc her go seng kang make report..hee..den hor..there hor..veri style sia..lolx..i mean..style loh..cant believe its a police station..lolx..den took statement..its a lady who took shan's statement..she veri cute one..lolx..her way of talkin and everything..tt's y..hee..den on the left side of us..ish a guy taking down statement..den he hor..quite handsome lahh..catch my attention..but he seems like a newbie to me lehh..lolx..the next table ish..i think gers fight within a sch ba..den i think ish e father who bring her down make report..den..err..quite scary loh..can see e dad veri furious..hmm..gers nowadaes ahh..haiyoo..no comment lah..要自爱 loh..tt's wad i can sae..den by the time we finish everything..ish ard 9:50 like tt loh..den if i were to take bus home..dun think can reach by 12 lohh..so i took cab..den shun bian send shan home..cos..on the way mah..den wan ting leave earlier lohh..cos..she go home aso veri far..yup..den e taxi driver..veri chatty and funni..den we chatted all the way home loh..strange..he dun make me feel irriated at all loh..den we chatted quite alot of things..hee..den my dear sandra..called me..wanted to change tuition to todae..she actualli did call on sundae..but ish a missed call..and..i dun think i will pick up the phone loh..cos..its not e number in my phonebook..i think..i gotta change plan to free incoming call le..hmm..good idea eh? lolx..cos she having chi exam tml mah..den i feel..even if i go down..aso no use de loh..she hor..hmm..veri active and cheeky loh..hai..dunno lah..hopin..she will be a long term job loh..gotta save money le..hai..ohya..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANYLN!!! hee..dun think she will see..but..will my regards to her lohh..hee..birthdae ger leh..once a yr..hmm..wonder..how would be my birthdae be...will i be as disappointed as last yr? the pain seems to be lingering ard loh..i jus..cant forget wad happen..its was..real upset..i mean..hai..wadever..forget it..let bygones be bygones..but...am i able to do it??
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
todae ish sundae..so fast ah..sat when over my aunty hse stay..cos i gg wan ting hse do fletching..so might as well stay over at my aunty hse loh..well..we manage to finish 2 dozens in..er..4hrs plus loh..actualli..thru this 'session', i get to know her more..and i think its a good thing..and..i see myself in shan..she is sooo like me..i mean..her character and everything..hope she wun quit archery..since she had done so much for it..i mean..u've put in so much effort..and u give it up jus like tt?? i dun think its worth it..den..i reach back my aunty hse ard 7 like tt..and suddenli a fren of mine msg me..it was like..i nv try toking on phone so late lohh..lolx..tok with my fren for 1hr..using my hp..lolx..abit heart ache lah..but..its a fren of mine..so..nvm loh..once in a while..den..we chatted quite alot..its feels like we had gone back the the past..where we everydae chat on phone..dunno y..we seems to have endless topic to chat during tt time..well well well...hmm...dunno lah..lolx..life's jus like tt..let nature take its course..hm..yup..tt's will it be..heex..ya...decided to update my blog once a week..cos..dunno leh..think i spend too much time on blog le ba..hmm..
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Friday, February 25, 2005
realised..i din haf e time for my frens..was busy all this while..felt veri bad..not able to spend time with my frens..but..wad to do..archery on mon and wed..tuition on tue and thurs..onli free dae ish fri..but..too little time, too many things!!! but..isn't tt wad i wan? keep myself busy..and hoping to forget everything..but seems impossible..whenever i lay on my bed..i start thinking everything again..i dont wan it this way..and worst..gotta worry for my frens..hai..tried not to..but cant..they are ppl who i treasured..guess my engine gotta break down soon or later..and weekend..gotta do fletching for archery..i'm not complaining ah..dun get me wrong..jus tt..too many things..too little time..lolx..ytd took 961..tot of the times i took the bus with him..sadness came thru me..its like..there used to be this person acc u take tt long bus ride..but now..sad case isn't it..ytd nite send him a good nite msg..hopin he would reply..he did..askin me how was i doin..wad am i suppose to sae? ended up nv reply..cos..realli dunno wad to sae..din seem to have the courage i used to have..perhaps..once bitten twice shy..and..i wasn't bitten once..countless time ba..now..gettin crazy over this senior of mine..the 'him' whom i've been toking abt..seeing him ard..todae..saw him..twice..should i reveal his name? better not..later..erhem..lolx..hmm..
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todae..wina came my hse for dinner..and she jus left..ehh..veri funni..like bring bf home meet parent sia..lolx..she wanted me go indo..stil haben ask my mom yet..hopefulli can go ba..hmm..now think back..todae..i like veri attitude..but..hai..sorri if i offended anyone ba..woah..todae fridae le..two more weeks..i'll gradute frm yr1..but..abit scare for sci..any kind soul willing to help me?? hai..but i think..aso too late le ba..hmm...
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
todae...so-so..jus like any other dae..erm..ohya..they sae..e left hand bow will be here on mondae..i actualli abit scared..cos..dunno..too long nv train left hand..and has been slacking..hai..dunno..den shan wanted to quit..i din talk her round not to quit..i've got my own reason..she's an independent ger..and..she knows wad she wan..so..its realli up to her..but i realli hope she wun quit..cos..its her interest..but its realli up to her ba..and i've upload a new song..or should i sae..midi..wadever..is sun yanzi de yu jian..wanted to put lin jun jie de dou jiang you tiao..but..like veri short..i mean the duration of the midi ish veri short..so ended up nv put..hee..
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
One of my favourite photo? err..last time at metro..miss those times...hai..
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todae..having mixed feelings..sad and happy at the same time..hai..jus when i tot everything has ermm..settled..here comes another problem..cos nuth to do..den went msg a fren of mine..hai..dunno..jus feel that..when a relationship came to an end..i dun think there is any chance to retrieve..我不吃回头草...i seem so..heartless?? lolx..wadever..but there is always expcetional..aiya..dun wan tok abt tis lee..sae something happi..i saw him again!!! OMG!!! todae shan and ting came to find me..den actualli wanted to go find pj..so walk to SM block there..den hor! i saw him leh!!! alone..walkin to SM block..OMG!! den hor..ended up ting told me we meeting pj at bus stop..haiya..wasted..lolx..wahh...can faint ahh..sometimes dunno y i so crazy abt..jus dun understand..hmm...wadever..ohya..ah don arranging a trip to bangkok...den we might be gg..but horr..tt pj sae until...hmm..so pervert..lolx..dunno leh..lolx..stil need to ask my mom for permission..hmm...
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woo...now going to take enterprise quiz..ahh..jus so bored..wad am i gg to write ahh..forget lee..wadever..later gg for archery..
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wina took this pic for mee...its the guy!!! lolx..soo happi..thx wina!!! though cannot see face ahh..hee..
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
ohya..lolx..something real happi..i saw him!!! todae after sch..den i stay till 4.45..den walk out of sch with wina..den hor..wahhh..cant believe it..lolx..den hor..i turn and somehow look at bus-stop there..wahhh..den i saw him!!! omg!!! cant believe it..wan faint on the spot siaa...den i think he saw mee...lolx..omgg...hahaa..i getting too crazy over this sia..eh..today tuition was fine..except my mom keep complainin i came home toooo late..but i think..its ok loh..as if i come home got things to do..the onli thing i guess is i might have as much time as i used to haf to spend with my dearest frens ba..hai..dunno..life's like tt..isnt it..u lose and gain something..hope my frens do understand me..and i realise...i've been veri..ermm..veri vulgar for the past entries..so if offended anyone..I'M SORRY! but..tt time real piss off mah..aso cannot blame me rite..jus writing wad i wan to sae..when nobody wans to hear me sae..hee..life has been gettin better..and hopes it stil does..and wun stop..cheerios!! =D
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Monday, February 21, 2005
phew~~ finalli..everything is resolved..perhaps i should sae..its jus a misunderstanding? but no matter wad..it does feel good to know tt..everything is resolved..but..there is stil some problem..is he able to make it thru? hoping and prayin for the best for him..thru all this ups and downs..i do get to know shan and wanting better..and definitely..it pulls us together stronger..we may not be seeing each other so often as we want..but..thru this 'crisis'..our bond is stronger..
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wtf...wads the pt of talking when no one understands rite..and who will bother to undertsand..life is jus so...wtf...
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
guys are all jerks..wad the fuck..if u're guys..jus back off..son of bitch...
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
was it my fault to push her to him? i dunno..perhaps..it is my fault..am i creating a tradegic? i dunno..did i spell it write? wadever..as long as i understand can le..i should wash my hands off..but i cant..afterall..she's my fren..isnt it? i dunno..i realli dunno..i think nobody will know..todae is the last dae of open hse..super sucks..dun ask me..the onli think ish nice..is perhaps..i see him again! i dun think he got take notice of me..but..given my size..he should haf rite? lolx..3 days open hse..i've seen him ALOT~~ wahh..so fortunate..lolx..when he tok..he sounds sooo cute..wahhaaa..OMG~~ haii..when out zixue todae..err..wad did we did? ohhh..kbox..stupid clementi..DUN EVER GO THERE! the sound system is good lah..but..other than tt..hai..sad case lahh..they no k dinner de..den hor..aiya..the experience there is sucks lohh..so long nv see zixue le..ehh..almost one week ba..dun seem to miss her as much as last min..wad i mean is tt..got one time we aso one week nv meet..den i miss her like hell..maybe tis time is because i'm busy..and damm piss off..and i'm bottled with lots of anger ba..lolx..tt's y..i'm not as free as i used to be ba..but able to see her..makes me more relax..and stop thinkin abt wad had happen..she can divert my attention away for tt time..but after tt..all my tots came back..den todae singing rite..we sang jian ao..den i was like..so many things came to my mind..and i super long time nv sing or hear this song lee..and..hai..jus makes me upset onli..life is so sucky..
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Friday, February 18, 2005
todae second dae of open hse..err..veri fed up..dun ask me why..but heng..got aiai wif me..lolx..i mean huishan..i think she even more piss lohh..wadeverr...i aso dunno lah..dunno how my life is goin to go on..siaa...help aahh..hai..if this is going to go on..dunno wad will i bee..siann..tml gg temple before gg down..gotta buy them lunch..hai..sian..
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
woots~~~ there's a couple in archery lee~~ but not mee laahh..lolx..though i do haf my aiai..heex..well..wish them all the best~~ lolx..actualli..they hor..ish we di siao de..i aso dunno lah..quite shocked when hear the news..lolx..anyway..ALL THE BEST~~ hahaa..todae first dae of open hse..quite fun..and piss off too..lolx..den quite slack aso..lolx..overall..so-so lahh..not as bad as i tot..lolx..den when for tuition..hee..tt's my assignment i've been toking abt..its at woodlands..den i rush down..ALMOST late ahh..but nv..lolx..next time must go earlier..cos will traffic jam one..den hor..i ard 9.15 leave my pupil's hse..i almost 11 den reach home..omg~!! ish wait bus wait veri long lohh..can faint siaa..my ger ish call Sandra..she's quite cute..and veri out-going..first lesson kana bulli liao..lolx..i think all kids are like tt one ahh...dunno leh..i wasnt like tt last time..hmm...lolx..guess wad i teach? its...CHINESE!!! lolx..so funni..hahaa..den she is actualli malay..dunno y wan learn chinese..hmm..points to ponder..ohya..the view frm her window is damm nice lohh..across is malaysia liaoo..den she tell me sometimes can see fireworks onee..nice ritee...hee..ohyaaa..I SAW HIM AGAIN!!!! OMG!!! two daes in a row..i was...soo...HAPPY!!! hee..den he came my booth..OMG~~!!! faint liaaoo..lolx..i crazy liao..wadeverr...i like can liao...heee..i dun dare see him sia..i shy mahh..lolx..as if got ppl will believe i shy..lolx..i mean..i dun dare eye contact...OMG!!! but got a ger with him leh..sad liao..lolx..crazy me..
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
now at mac slacking..suppose go home stick the..err..wads tt call...wadever..tt one is super last min work..stupid pj..he's having PES..dun ask me wad is tt..u wun wan to know..esp gers..lolx..i think i'll slack awhile more before gg home and do the sticking..todae super no mood..dunno y aso..sian..
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woots~~ i saw him!!! when i alight the bus..i saw him!!! omg!~~ why din i see him at interchange?? hmm...dunno leh..wadever..i stil get to see him..hee..todae he wearing black shirt and a pair of jeans..lolx..den he holding on a jacket..wahhh...so cuteeeeeee!!! lolx..but somehow..he wasnt as cute as last time i saw him..maybe..he todae wear too formal?? dunno lehh..lolx..cos normally..he wear shorts and shirt de..lolx..wadever...lalalaaa~~so happi...hope todae no one spoil my mood..hee..
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
am i so unimportant? no matter is to my frens or family..always feel that..sometimes..i rather not to be in this world..wouldn't it be better? i dun know..perhaps..it is so..todae went dating with min, kel, jack and jh..it was fun..much much better den i tot..we went to this restaurant at bugis..V8 or something de..its at the neoprint level..e food quite ok..den we each pay 10bucks..but the guys sae it was not filling leh..dunno..quite nice ah..den their aso got sell walnut cheesecake..min's favourite..we wanted to buy for herr..but she sae she full lee..so next time lohh..know where can buy lee..hee..den watch movie..abt the zebra..abit boring loh...end up..me min and kel went out buy nachos..hotdog and potato chips..lolx..so full!! after movie..we went coffeeshop drink coffee..feel so relax..with jh entertain us..he seems to be more cheerful and open up recently..dunno leh..jus wad i felt lohh..ohya..i've gotten the assignment..this thurs start..quite looking forward..hee..by right..this thurs and fri is holidae..but got open hse..den mus go back help..so sian one lehh..hai..aso dunno until wad time..sounds boring loh..sian...todae after sch..i rushed home before go meet kel they all..den on my way home..jason msg me..he said he was bored..ask if wanted to meet..den hor..veri funni one leh..everytime he wan to meet..i not free...den if i want to meet..he not free...so is like no chance to meet at all loh..hahaa..den todae he wanted meet me..den i sae..he hop on to 851..den he tell me he on the way to interchange..but i was at interchange waiting for bus lohh..so he ask me wait for him..den i told him..if bus come den i go first..den realli..e bus come lehh..lolx..den suddenli got the 有缘无份 de feeling..den everything suddenli seems so clear...dunno lahh..jus dun caree lee..some things dun last..they jus take a place in ur heart and make u smarter next time..
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Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ME!!! lolx..crazy liao..ehh..todae..recieve..some gifts..nv expect loh..realli lah..recieve a stalk of daisy frm aaron..soo sweet of him..lolx..is tt call daisy? dunno..someone tell me is sunflower..hahaa..this is the second time i recieve flowers..lolx..touched lehh..lolx..but confirm plus chop and guarantee wun fall for him..lolx..cos..wasnt my cup of tea lohh..den moi aiai frm archery gave me a bean-bag soft toy..lol..so sweet..THANKS ALL!! real touched..and zixue..lolx..her super advance valentine dae gift..a nike cap..hahaa..ohya..jus clinch an assignment..hope this time will be successful! wish me luck..update abt this assignment when i confirm i get it..hee..soo excited abt it..hee..new yr and valentine resolution..save money!! tml gg out wif kel mi jack n jh..finally..i think..it has been abt 2 yr plus we nv go out together lee..hmm...hopefully..tml atmosphere wun be cold..i mean..dunno leh..sooo long nv go out together..abit..scare ba..lol..dunno aso..hai..tml got vb ut..wish me..pass with a C..and i'm grateful..realli..C- also can..but sci..dunno how le..sure die le..hai..HELP!!
-valentine resolution: NEVER EVER FALL IN LOVE WITH PPL FRM MY CLASS...CCA OR BEST, FRM MY SCH...hahaa..tt's wad zixue teach me de..and i think..its true..if break..den veri paiseh one lohh..lalalaa~~
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omg..y todae pass soooo slow?? and now is onli 10.05!! how could it be?!! if whole dae like tt..den i'll faint ahh..help!!
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
ahh...sooo boringg..tml ish..valentine day!! but horr..sad laahh..tml got archery...lolx..if no archery..i think..i aso onli go out wif frens..lolx..wadeverr...someone send me a email..actualli..tt was LONG time ago ahh...在这个世界上。。我们会遇见三种人。。第一。。是你最爱的人。。第二。。是最爱你的人。。第三吗。。既不是你最爱德也不是最爱你的。。他只是一个陪你过你得下半生。。茫茫人海中。。你遇见了谁。。谁又遇见了你。。 i simplify the whole thing ah..veri touching..
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nv know bathing can be sooo good..lolx..so long nv online le..so sian..todae check mail..22 unread..lolx..first time sia..ehh..cny first dae..went my aunt hse at woodlands earli in the morning..den stay there until afternoon..they cook mee siam..but super spicy loh..so..ate a little onli..den rush down to toa payoh..book tickets for seoul raiders..7pm de..den chiong cab home..cos lazy take bus ahh..and its was like 2plus 3 le..ard tis time my hse alot guest de..so..chiong cab lohh..reach home..my cousins were here lee..den after tt..alot ppl came loh..我们忙到 i think around 5 like..den all the guest went homee..den me and my mom..chiong bath..cos movie is at 7 mah..took bus down..reach toa payoh ard 6 like tt..den went eat pastamania..yea! haha..my favourite..lolx..den after dinner..movie start lee..ehh..seoul raiders ah..not bad..can watch..but i dun think its worth 8.50..BUT..i bought my tickets at 7dollars..soo..doesnt matter..hahaa..dun ask me why ah..lazy to explain all over again..lolx..den after movie..went home lohh..den did my touchup for the big project..hee..second daee..went out with my mom, sis and the baby boy my mom is taking care of..his name is Max..HE IS A KING KONG..lolx..realli lahh..i went my grandma hse..den went my 4th aunty hse..after tt..we went home preapre steamboat thingy..den my sis bf came and have steamboat with us..so..dae 2 like tt onli lohh..den dae3..went to meet zixue..we watch i do i do..well..its a good show..the onli thing which spoils this show is..the music..i mean the song which is played in the movie..i mean..aiya..the song is in hokkien or something de..den i feel..it pulls down the whole movie lohh..other den that..i think..it worth 8.50..den i met her ard 10plus..den had breakfast..after tt went down suntec book tickets for 3pm de..den after tt..we went walking ard..go arcade..did we had lunch? ehh..oohh..we drank coffeebean..and we tried their pasta..its not bad..it taste better den i tot lahh..lolx..den after tt..we went carrefour buy tibits lohh..lolx..we tried to smuggle in the tibits..and we did it!! hahaa..no big deal right..lolx..the movie end ard 5 like tt..den zixue's fren wan meet her..at first..i actualli dun quite like ah..cos..her fren mah..den i dunno..den i will shy de..lolx..oppss..but end up got meet her frens ah..the the other guy is real cute..hee..i dun deny..he is cute..hahaa..den somehow..we are linked! hahaha..i knew a fren of his..and we gossip abt it..lolx..den dae 4..went my fac hse..wahh..den i buey tahan sia..ALL THE GUYS ARE LATE!since when is the trend ah? EVERYONE LOVES TO BE LATE...dun they feel ashame or wad meh? cant figure out wad they thinking aso..and i vow that..I'LL NEVER EVER GO OUT WITH THEM...NOT ANYMORE...perhapss..tt's e way i am..and i dun think i'll change..isnt it good to be punctual? wadever..its over..and..wad piss me off is people..WHO YAYA SO MUCH AND SAY LET'S GO AND BLAH BLAH..END UP HE IS THE ONE WHO PS(pang seh)..f*** them all lah..opps..wun trust them ANYMORE! wadever..vow wun go out with them lehh..when raelene hse..den realise i'm the onli ger..sian one lohh..no company..reach her hse..den 捞鱼生...there is also another class there..its also all guys de..hahaa..ohya..the chicken she marinate is nice..i heard her saying she put plum sauce and black soya sauce..ask my mom do it..lolx..den after tt..chiong cab down to pasir ris de bunglow chalet..tt stupid driver..dunno where is pasir ris rd..veri dumb one leh..waste my money..should have ask him send me to pasir ris interchange..haiyo..wadever..i still manage to find the place..den the bunglow..is quite big ahh..den tt dae..we had bbq..den we played see saw..it was fun..hee..played with all my cousins..hahaa..den stay over one nite..den came home todae..
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
todae nv go back sch..am i afraid or wad? i dunno..wadever..nobody cares..went last min shopping at queensway..wif zixue..i bought a new sandals..cos my old one spoil..actualli..i nv tot of buying a new one..cos i liked my old sandals..but..no choice..den i saw a pouch..quite nice..its blue in colour..so..total i spent..err..18 for sandals..and guess wad..4.90 for the pouch!! lolx..quite happi with wad i've bought..den after tt..when bata buy slippers..at..err..9.95..quite nice aso..its blue in colour..abit like Teva design..but i budget laahh..lolx..no money buy Teva..hahaa..den aso bought a new bolster..did i spell correctly? hahaa..dunno..wadever..den it cost ard 15..and jus in one afternoon..i spend 50bucks..lolx..den evening time..when wash hair with my mom and sis at the saloon..plus..me and my sis straighten our hair..total cost 20 bucks..and it was ex loh..cos normally it onli cos 10 bucks..my straighten means using the machine..to straighten..lol..my sis can see result lah...but mine..wahahaa..i tried it for fun..but..seems to be like the same lohh..cos my hair is consider quite straight in the veri first place maahh..den..had pizza for dinner..our family does not have the 习惯 to eat reunion dinner..so..like tt loh..
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Monday, February 07, 2005
why am i rejecting people who is nice to me? wad am i toking abt? wad do i wan? i dunno..i realli at lost..
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jus came back frm doc..having this stupid cough for abt 1week le..den cost abt 20 bucks..okay lah..not realli x..den got 4 types of medicine..sianz..den e doctor help me take my pb..its was dunno wad over 130..i think it isnt high lah..later stil need to go archery..so sian..hai..y do i have so many holidays? sux..
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
omg...soooo sian arrhhh!! help!! SOS!! dunno why..cny is ard e corner..but i feel like i've been neglecting my frens? i dunno..dun realli like cny..dunno y aso..make me busy onli..and work like a slave for nuth..arrgghhh...wadever..no one will understand anyway..我要长大。。。我要去未来！！
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soooo tired todae..hahaa..6am wake up..accompany my mom go henderson market..den reach home..i think ard 7 plus reach home..den i went to slp..cos ytd ard 1am den slp..hai..doin my big project..lolx..den i wake up ard 1 plus afternoon..den help my mom clean my kitchen...until now..later need to acc my mom go ikea..sian ah..dun feel like gg out..den tml got ppl come clean my hse..my mom call the cleaning service..sian one..den tml need to go archery..arghh..but at least better den stayin at home..hate tt stupid sis..she's damm F*** loh..act nice and innocent infront of her bf..den in front of her bf..she act as if she treat me veri good..but she's not! such a b****...she everytime anyhow sae in front of my mom..feel like killing her off..it will be great if she dun even come home..it feels so great w/o her ard..i'm saying the truth..tryin to act nice in front of everyone..cant believe such a b**** exists...
btw..thanks monster_sam for helping me writing the history html..
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
todae went to send wina off..with froggy..den wina almost cannot go back..lolx..the agency or dunno where got problem...den they sae e list dun hab her name..den put her on waiting list..lolx..but..she still manage to go off ahh...lolx..den i chiong cab home..with froggy..den reach home..started to be slave loh..so sad ah..den tml stil hab to contiune..ended up..cannot go volleyball..wanted to go..but..hai..upset..
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Friday, February 04, 2005
omg...i kana caught by policeman...for jaywalking..lolx..stun sia..den i think need to pay 20 bucks..there goes my money~~ lolx..den hor..the policeman..veri yandao leh!!! he like..shy ah..den tok VERY fast..lolx..den cannot catch anything..dunno why some people so scare of kana caught..since u dare to jaywalk..den u should dare to face the consequences..isnt it? funny sia..the onli i scare is..my mom lah..later keep nagging..buey tahan...
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its C&C...and is soo boring..why huh..lolx..everytime C&C so fast finish de..den nuth much to do one..wad is this man...lolx..ytd nite he msg me..hai..sad sia..i rather he forget me..cos..dunno..i know contiune love him..is wrong..wad for set myself into this trap again..rite? sad sia..tryin to be strong..but at times..dunno..dun like the feeling of being taken for granted..am i being petty? i dunno..perhaps i am..but..tt's e way am i..no one can change..cos i rule my life..no one will be able to control me! i am who i am..i love the jerry song..keep listening to it..hee..actualli is not his song loh..he copy frm ppl one..i remb when i know abt this song is when i was in sec2..so it was like..i was shocked to be able to hear this song..hee..love or not to love..forget or not to forget..realise there alot peeps ard me are nice guys..lolx..like..ermm...better dun mention names..scarli ppl misunderstand..wahhaa..but..they may seem crazy outside..but..i get to see tt they are real good peeps..hee..
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
hee..todae saw him..den..happi loh..lolx..but the feeling not as much as last time..perhaps..like wad i've said its onli a crush..rite? lolx..wadever..i know how i feel can le..lolx..jus now eunice ask me for volleyball session tis sun..hee..soo happi..can play sports le..so long nv play..like abit rusty..hee..ohya..i applied for tuition agency..hee..short of cash ah..must try to find job..hoping can take up assignment soon loh..hee..bought a NIKE cap..my valentine's dae present frm zixue..lolx..is e same as kenny's...but the difference is the colour..wanted to buy white..which was his lah..but..i'm always in white..so if i chooses white..den will like weird loh..tt's wad zixue sae lah..i aso agree..so..end up bought grey..hee..suddenli has the craze for caps..lolx..so u peeps..know wad to get for me for my bdae! lolz..did i mention ytd archery we took alot photos? hee..quite fun..but hor..on the 17, 18 and 19 of Feb..gotta go back sch..which is on thur, fri and sat..actualli is holidae..but pj wans us go back to help out in the open house..den got CE points..hee..at least..stil got CE points..if not..dun think i wan go back loh..haha..i say as if i've got the choice to choose whether i wan go anot..lolx..actualli..is must go lah..lolx..I'M BEING FORCED TO!!! lolx..no lah..dun sae until as if they abuse me..lolx..archery peeps are quite fun ppl lah..den hor..got one guy look like bobby sia..so stun..hahaa..den i got tell bobby..hahaa..but he dunno e guy..cos..tt guy aso is live ard bobby de..lolx..stun anot??
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nice song...by jerry yan..ai de ju zi..hope u peeps can see..
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the dae before...i was reading the diaries me and kelli wrote..den i was..erm..read le feel veri funny loh..its more abt qili..wahaha...hope he doesnt sees my blog! lolx..anyway..its the past le..so even if see..aso doesn matter..lolx..but thinking back..hmm..dunno how to sae..back tt time..i was truly upset..but reading it again..haha..seems like a joke..whahaa..not realli joke lah..but..i remb one part on biting himself de..damm funny loh..hai..such things can only be kept in my memories..at one corner of my heart..but for sure..some people wun be forgotten..esp from my sec schools de..they gave me the best memories..though as i grow up..more and more people will appear in my life..but..there's jus some people wun be forgotten...isn't it? i dunno..tt's wad i feel..but stil..there is a regret in my heart..there is this one qns i wanted to ask..but no courage..not anymore..perhaps..somethings are better leave unsaid? perhaps...
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
dunno...wanted to write alot things..but..no mood..this few daes..seems to be so gloomy..i aso dunno lah..ytd nite read the diaries i wrote..den...hai..write another when i've mood ba..
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
have u ever wonder...what if u and ur best fren fall for the same person? well...many yrs back..it happen me..and my best fren..it was one of the time where i love so deep..but some things are not meant to last, they just take a place in your heart and make you smarter the next time...have i turn smarter? i dun think so...todae seems realli a bad dae for me..every since this morning...hai..dun bother to mention..makes me upset only...hopefully, tml's lesson will be fun..ohya..tml is basic sci..its abt earthquake...my archery fren told me abt it le..they sae..it's not realli on sci..hopefully so...since when i care so much abt sci? it sux..after tml..will be cognitive..i used to like cognitive..but now..sad case..though my grp got 4 ppl..but it is as good as onli 3 ppl..and it was very tough to compete with other teams...and after cognitive..it's C&C..well..sux too...but..dunno...dun like to go school now...nothing makes me looking forward to...sad case huh..hoping to grow up..get of this stage of life..it just purely sux..i remb when i was in sec sch..i said the same thing..haha..now having gotten out of sec sch life..i kinda miss it..miss captainball times...
Love That Will Last
Renee Olstead
I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last
Say that you love me
Say I'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last
I don't want a just a memory
Give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cause I want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die
So call me romantic
Oh I guess that's so
There's something more that you ought to know
Oh I'll never leave youSo don't even ask
I want a love that will last
Forever
I don't want a just a memory
Give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cause I want one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die
So there's just little more that I need
I want to share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kind of girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last
Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
I want a love that will last
credits to: http://www.cybearhugs.com/music/love/lovethatwilllast.html
a rather nice song...love its lyrics and song..and singer..simply love everything abt this song..if u're free enough to read my blog..do spend a few minutes...go to the above website...listen to the song..and lyrics...
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back into the mood of ultra sad..no one seems to understand me..why? am i so difficult to understand? i dunno...no one tell me before..those who dun understand me..can u pls kindly back off? u people piss me off...sight of you people makes me puke...dun try to act clever..as if u know me so well...and when actually u're not! i'll rather have no frens den have such hypocrite people around...i'll rather be a loner...at least..being a loner..i'll have more freedom..and do what i want..show my true feelings..without being ostracize...and no people will take me for granted...when will i ever be out of this mood? not now..for sure...cos i'm lost in my life..i've lost my direction..
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wah...sci ut2 got D...again..lolx..got upset lah..cos quite confidence abt it..end up...lolx..i think sci die le..cos the fac aso like dun like me..hahaa..dunno lah..wish me luck le loh..
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