A touch of Sweetness

Monday, October 10, 2005

todae was a sad dae for me.. =( realli quite upset..

我认为被爱永远是最幸福的。。 no matter is bisexual..gays..les..or normal relationship..to be loved is 最幸福的.. todae get to know a fren..she wasnt in good terms with her another partner..perhaps..is her fault..but..relationship should be build on trust..since there's no trust and you start become suspcious of each other..wads e pt of stayin together.. and since u cant be honest with the other party.. how could u survive such relationship.. realli dun understand..hmm.. aint u suppose to fight for ur happiness..and when it wasnt meant to be..its time to let go? perhaps i'm wrong...

went for tuition..had tis fight with my amk kid.. perhaps..i'm wrong..i know i'm in fault..but to be concern for her..care for her..is wrong? den i realli dunno wad i should do..i tried my best to make her understand..but she feels that i was jus being fierce and unreasonable.. i gave her a fair chance to talk..in conclusion.. she wans me to be 'nicer' and more patient with her..but i've asked myself..din i i give her enough freedom and time? she always break her promise she made to me..and its not jus once or twice..its..countless.. i realli at lost..din know wad to do..can anyone teach me??

on my way home..tot abt a fren of mine..if i'm a les..i will definitely fall for her..she wasnt those pretty lady..and she wasnt spoilt..she is unique in her way.. all these thoughts run wild in my mind..and HIS msg pull me back to reality.. HIS msg makes me know i'm stil straight..hahas.. sounds funni..but.. dunnos..

my thoughts went to HIM. Hoping to live in my dream..where HE belong to me..and only me.. dream and reality is jus so different..perhaps he's already attached.. i dunno.. nv heard of it..and dun wish to know.. tt's e onli teeny weeny dream i had for myself.. e only thing i'm left with him..is memories..and perhaps..a grp photo..

realli amazed how times can change things.. i took tt photo with another fren of mine.. at tt pt of time..i aso dunno y would take tt photo..

-written. ;