let the past stay where it belongs -- in the past..

i like tis phrase..and i'm tryin to do so...argghh..suddenli..i hate myself soo much...reflect my life..frm sec 1 to sec 4...sec1 and 2..so childish...i've got a damm bad temper..i think its worst den now..well..realli wanna thanks ppl who have been tolerating me..sec3 anf 4..its e most hurtful period of my life ba..studies sux..plus alot other things..but..i've learnt alot..didnt i? hahaa..after olevel..came out n work..tt period..one of e most happiest moment..its..jus some memories..i wun forget..before i came into rp..to e period when i was in rp yr1sem1..it sux too..i love e peeps in my class though..but outside sch..its another thing.. =X 2004..is a bad yr for..some of the worst memories.. now..yr2..its a brand new yr for me..there is still a long way to go..and i jus felt tt..i couldn go on..i dun haf e strength..i wan to do well..and i'm tryin..but..i need support..i dun have e courage to do things..i used to do..not anymore...