Saturday, February 19, 2005
was it my fault to push her to him? i dunno..perhaps..it is my fault..am i creating a tradegic? i dunno..did i spell it write? wadever..as long as i understand can le..i should wash my hands off..but i cant..afterall..she's my fren..isnt it? i dunno..i realli dunno..i think nobody will know..todae is the last dae of open hse..super sucks..dun ask me..the onli think ish nice..is perhaps..i see him again! i dun think he got take notice of me..but..given my size..he should haf rite? lolx..3 days open hse..i've seen him ALOT~~ wahh..so fortunate..lolx..when he tok..he sounds sooo cute..wahhaaa..OMG~~ haii..when out zixue todae..err..wad did we did? ohhh..kbox..stupid clementi..DUN EVER GO THERE! the sound system is good lah..but..other than tt..hai..sad case lahh..they no k dinner de..den hor..aiya..the experience there is sucks lohh..so long nv see zixue le..ehh..almost one week ba..dun seem to miss her as much as last min..wad i mean is tt..got one time we aso one week nv meet..den i miss her like hell..maybe tis time is because i'm busy..and damm piss off..and i'm bottled with lots of anger ba..lolx..tt's y..i'm not as free as i used to be ba..but able to see her..makes me more relax..and stop thinkin abt wad had happen..she can divert my attention away for tt time..but after tt..all my tots came back..den todae singing rite..we sang jian ao..den i was like..so many things came to my mind..and i super long time nv sing or hear this song lee..and..hai..jus makes me upset onli..life is so sucky..
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