Friday, February 25, 2005
realised..i din haf e time for my frens..was busy all this while..felt veri bad..not able to spend time with my frens..but..wad to do..archery on mon and wed..tuition on tue and thurs..onli free dae ish fri..but..too little time, too many things!!! but..isn't tt wad i wan? keep myself busy..and hoping to forget everything..but seems impossible..whenever i lay on my bed..i start thinking everything again..i dont wan it this way..and worst..gotta worry for my frens..hai..tried not to..but cant..they are ppl who i treasured..guess my engine gotta break down soon or later..and weekend..gotta do fletching for archery..i'm not complaining ah..dun get me wrong..jus tt..too many things..too little time..lolx..ytd took 961..tot of the times i took the bus with him..sadness came thru me..its like..there used to be this person acc u take tt long bus ride..but now..sad case isn't it..ytd nite send him a good nite msg..hopin he would reply..he did..askin me how was i doin..wad am i suppose to sae? ended up nv reply..cos..realli dunno wad to sae..din seem to have the courage i used to have..perhaps..once bitten twice shy..and..i wasn't bitten once..countless time ba..now..gettin crazy over this senior of mine..the 'him' whom i've been toking abt..seeing him ard..todae..saw him..twice..should i reveal his name? better not..later..erhem..lolx..hmm..
-written. ;
