A touch of Sweetness

Monday, January 31, 2005

todae...was a bad dae for me? i dunno..when i went school this morning..i still haven recover from the shock from ytd..and i was holding back my tears..wanted to find someone talk abt it..but..no one seems to understand me..is it b'cos i gave people the feeling that i'm strong? but i'm a girl afterall...isnt it? i wasn't as strong as people tot..i wasn't as cheerful as people suppose..when can i be myself? i dunno..i'm always living behind the mask people wans me to..i hate it..i dunno..i hate people create the image of me..I HATE IT!!! and todae..e gers got abit conflict..i dunno why..but if i were her..i also will be angry ba..sae i small gas or wad..but..i will...but her attitude is also...hai..wadever..none of my business..better dun bother so much..onli bring trouble to myself..right? den went for archery..rather fun..finally..can put all the unhappiness behind me..den me huishan(moi aiai), wanting and sam took cab down..cos save time and money..frm rp to potong pasir..each person pay about 2bucks..rather cheap ah..cos need to take bus..den change mrt..den..after tt..ah don came..followed by emporer's best fren..lolx..he was ban frm playing..aiya..long story lah..lolx..den pj came..he kept scold the F word..lolx..den hor..we think he scold too much F word liao..his arrow stuck at the wooden block there..lolx..so funny sia..den cannot take down..i think his arrow gone liao..ehh..the arrow cost quite alot wor..lolx..nvm lah..he rich mah..lolx..i currently love this song..dunno why..by Mini & Gu'er..
Love 别再哭了你看天都亮了
Oh-我相信就在远方能让我们爱飞翔
Don't Cry My Love 别再哭了窗外雨都停了
Oh-我相信就在前方一定撒满了阳光

我相信就算长夜漫漫偶尔觉得孤单
我们的爱依然坚强虽然我们相爱太难
不能够长相伴思念为爱找到方向

Don't Cry My Love 别再哭了
你看天都亮了Oh-我相信某个远方
能让我们爱飞翔 Don't Cry

i miss him...i miss lots of people..suddenli feel like cycling and badminton...ohya..todae ask victor scan e pictures for me..doing a BIG project..hee..before i gave him the pics..i've look through..and many feelings came to me..friendships..loves..rejection..and i realise..i wasn't who i used to be..not anymore..environment forced me to..to be even more protective of myself..i dun wan to get hurt..not anymore..my heart still hurts..u dun heal frm the pain..u jus get along wif the pain..and this pain..will follow u forever..

-written. ;